EB with the FEEL
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i am reposting below my blog regarding EB with the FEEL. i know its a long read, but somehow it could be my point of reference since few of them i will be seeing again over the weekend from friday to sunday. i could actually see them beginning thursday, but i thought and sensed that there is no urgency on my part and that they can still wait while i tie up loose ends before seeing them for an extended eb over the weekend (this could be just an alibi, but i rather just see them on my time).  i am sure this time if would be different because nothing magical last forever, which how i characterized when i first joined them at the eb in vegas. definitely things do change, and the dynamics has definitely changed since then specially with other new participants in this eb. new characters and personalities would absolutely change the dynamics and even rapport on this eb. i even invited some of those i knew in the area or had an eb before to join us this saturday at robertos. i know everyone won't mind because its a public venue where everyone are welcome. so its going to be a big crowd lacking the magical intimacy of the vegas' eb. regardless i will be there and will enjoy the most of it. definitely there is no expectation on my part other than to have a great time. enjoy reading my previous blog below! thoughts for members of the FEEL Jul 1, 2009 9:45 pm 649 Views the day i will share my strong feelings for someone here at the FEEL is also the day i have to say goodbye and terminate my inter-action with everyone . how's that for a secret. its not ????????????????????? or ??????????. although both are a great catch, i can't envision having a great life with either of them. let's digress for a moment. i did attend the FEEL's eb in vegas in May this year with no hidden agenda or expectation. i need a vacation anyway and why not try to spend with strangers and see how it is or was. but admittedly i did have a great time - unbelievably and very surprisingly i connected with everyone and enjoyed their company. throughout the eb, there were nothing in their behaviors that said i was unwelcomed or that they did not enjoy my company. on the contrary i thought i was able to mesmerized them with my down to earth demeanor and easiness to get along with, entirely exonerating myself from their apprehension that i too in person just like in my blogs - will be conceited, arrogant, annoying and obnoxious in person. i have proven to them the fallacy of assumption in person. with the close togetherness and constant interactions almost 24/7 from thursday nite to sunday afternoon, it should not be unusual that i found myself considering 4 of them as a great catch, someone who i could live with in abundance of many things like laughters, silliness and enjoyment of many amenities in life. as each of them i considered strongly initially, only one have sustained my interest and desire to pursue. pursue is a word for me easily written or said but hard to do. so its not going to happen. hard to do is something i could not overcome. its a personal shortcoming that i must admit and accept. its perhaps the same reason that one of the guys of the FEEL opted out and never to hear from him again, because its hard for him to hang around and yet be overburdened with and by his inability to profess his love and affection to someone in the FEEL (the fallacy of assumption must apply here too). i wish him well. as i can not pursue, i have to let the 4 of them got away with no remorse, regrets or even a sense of loss. its just me. i just can extricate myself from doing something i am not comfortable with. i am not comfortable in pursuing someone. but in fairness i made an initial attempt which is the best i could do, but there was no positive signals given in return, which only meant one thing in my vocabulary - deadma! unexpectly, the EB has transformed me too. over the last few years i have discriminated any woman over 40, that they were never in my list of preference. but i learned and i must admit that they too have many endearing qualities that they could bring and share into a relationship of someone of my age. when i did consider them, then i have ignored their age and like them for who they are. it was remarkable transformation i must admit, something i never thought i could see myself - appreciating the women of the 40s. i must admit that i always have an eye or envisioned myself having a relationship or with someone much younger than a woman in her 40s. i guess i too have the hollywood bug of just always wanting to have a relationship with a much younger woman just like jack nicholson, nicolas cage, larry king, michael douglas and others. hmm this is quite too long now. i am ending this with my best wishes to the women of the FEEL. i wish you all the best in life. if you don't see me in the next EB, i am still wandering around trying to find my "TRUE NORHT." i wishing myself well too in that wandering endeavor! thanks for the EB in vegas women of the FEEL |
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 10/14/2009 3:02 am |
Hey! Antonio! Ang haba nito ah!  ....heheheh..But thanks for the kind words you've extended for the Women FEELers and to the couple of MEN as well...I know that guy you mentioned who opted out, and I kinda FEEL the same reason you brought out here (My Fallacy Of Assumption too... )...Neways, I'll be there by 1:28 p.m. tomorrow, Thursday...Will be sightseeing or clubbing in the evening with Bhabes or Marivic...then, I'll see you WHENEVER!..thanks for this blog...    
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10/14/2009 11:57 am |
hey elz lets i wanna go to the club... is that in sf? leys go to the SHOWGILS in chana town... i can met you guys friday night and spend like 2 hours from 4pm to 6pm at 412 broadway between montgomory between and kearny
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10/14/2009 11:58 am |
lets go GIRLS GON WILD
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10/14/2009 11:59 am |
GONE WILD...
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10/14/2009 12:06 pm |
i need to see how the girls dance so i can learn and show it to my honey when i come home ...marivic please bring them at broadway ok? see you there?
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10/14/2009 1:55 pm |
hey elz lets i wanna go to the club... is that in sf? leys go to the SHOWGILS in chana town... i can met you guys friday night and spend like 2 hours from 4pm to 6pm at 412 broadway between montgomory between and kearny
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10/14/2009 3:24 pm |
HAPPY, HAPPY EB FEELERS!!!!! am sure this will be another grand moments like the first..perhaps, grander because you have already established the initial bonding priorly...jeany! good to know you are part of that FEELers EB...hugz to you and give them to all, from me okay? “I hold it true, whatever befall; I  it, when I sorrow most.
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10/14/2009 4:16 pm |
i know you'll soon succumb to the charm of the "life begins at forty" environment!  What you read, what you hear, leave it here!
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10/14/2009 11:15 pm |
Hey! Antonio! Ang haba nito ah! ....heheheh..But thanks for the kind words you've extended for the Women FEELers and to the couple of MEN as well...I know that guy you mentioned who opted out, and I kinda FEEL the same reason you brought out here (My Fallacy Of Assumption too... )...Neways, I'll be there by 1:28 p.m. tomorrow, Thursday...Will be sightseeing or clubbing in the evening with Bhabes or Marivic...then, I'll see you WHENEVER!..thanks for this blog... and i want the three of you thought about how you let this guy got away. but anyway as i said in my blogs - no remorse, no guilt feeling, no sense of loss and etc. admittedly, both of you and marivic were high up there on my considerations to pursue. kaya lang as i said before, it never did get off the tarmac. we are friends and that what's matter. see you!
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10/16/2009 9:30 am |
that's a great idea. you girls should have moments of bonding without intrusion from me. go for it! ...you make us girls scared if your around... ...i wonder why girls don't wanna be with you... but good luck for searching...
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10/16/2009 9:33 am |
HAPPY, HAPPY EB FEELERS!!!!! am sure this will be another grand moments like the first..perhaps, grander because you have already established the initial bonding priorly...jeany! good to know you are part of that FEELers EB...hugz to you and give them to all, from me okay?  wishing you here with us at ROBERTO'S TOMORROW...sorry i have close sugar for good but i'll be joining you guys at FEEL soon... i just don't have that much time right now...
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10/16/2009 10:38 am |
good thing if your not there co'z i notice you tell right away ...you make us girls scared if your around......i wonder why girls don't wanna be with you... but good luck for searching...see you tomorrow. i am on my way na to see them. i am actually didn't go to work today and i woke up late pa para may energy all night long dito sa eb na ito. they already called me and i said i will be there at 1pm. thanks for the good luck!
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10/17/2009 1:48 pm |
i think its not about wanna be with me or wanting me, its more likely they are afraid if they can have me for good. see you tomorrow. i am on my way na to see them. i am actually didn't go to work today and i woke up late pa para may energy all night long dito sa eb na ito. they already called me and i said i will be there at 1pm. thanks for the good luck!  ...thanks for driving us around the city... it was fun meeting them all... too bad the show girls club was close yesterday... i met you 2 times already in person... and i know you talk too much in blog but in real person your quite and i know your a great person and who ever this girl will find you, i know she will be lucky to have you.  ...see you tonight again...
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10/19/2009 11:40 am |
 , EB sarili me  , From what I heard it seems you all had a great time, cool!!! I did make it . Hmmm next one I guess. I'm a bit dissapointed as I was looking forward to possibly getting a lapdance from one of the ladies .
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10/20/2009 8:23 pm |
Quoted by  thanks for the EB in vegas women of the FEEL Let's have a Part II EB in Vegas next year when Roxy and family visits VEGAS       
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