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poweroflove3 64F
2312 posts
6/3/2008 8:19 pm
Wasted...

Four years spent on wasted tears. Why? Is it a lesson we all must learn to become a better person. The humility of being humbled because we got dumped??? Why??? Is it called insanity when one loves the other so much, and he doesn't even care. Life is unfair and unjust to a pure and loving heart.


[I God is pure love...


joakem 69M

6/3/2008 9:18 pm

Who loves you, baby?


poweroflove3 64F

6/4/2008 12:42 am

Hello popi,

Glad you can visit my blog. Yes, tears still fills my eyes these days.
For what a person that threw me away, and didn't notice the jewel in me?
Or the other ladies he decieved? This bitterness is killing me...

[I God is pure love...


odette317 61F
1312 posts
6/4/2008 6:41 am

power, sorry to hear about your sad experience, I hope you will be able overcome the feeling.

Follow your dreams... and hit the mark.


Yanie24w 41F

6/4/2008 10:27 am

Hatred rules me.

The knife you placed
In my back
Still hurts.
No sleep is sound.
Crying does not help
But,HATE..

It dwells
In my once peaceful heart.
I want you to die there.

I know how you feel Sis because I felt the same but in the end no matter how many tears you have cried because of him or how difficult it may be we have finally to walk away with pride and dignity before the feeling of being betrayed & rejected is going to kill us deep inside...

We have to let go not only of the beautiful memories also from the pain that he has caused in all this days,weeks,months,years...

May god bless you and may you find peace within your broken heart...



Gud girls R bad girls who don't get caught...


poweroflove3 64F

6/4/2008 6:23 pm

thank you everyone for taking the time to comfort me in my pain. You are all a blessing and Angels sent from the one true God.

Anger and hate came close the other day. But, he was such a beautiful person full of loving kindness I couldn't bare to hate him. He had love more women I can ever count. But, this time his so faithful to his blond/petite maybe his friends prayer for him finally got answered not to have two or even 3 girlfriends in one time. Who really knows...

His really changed

[I God is pure love...


bokboyong 61M

6/4/2008 11:23 pm

it's not called insanity, it's true love..too bad he didn't see it that way..not everybody experiences so much pain, there are the lucky ones..it's just too bad that some people experience a lot of pain..hope you are starting to feel better..


Yanie24w 41F

6/5/2008 12:16 am

    Quoting poweroflove3:
    thank you everyone for taking the time to comfort me in my pain. You are all a blessing and Angels sent from the one true God.

    Anger and hate came close the other day. But, he was such a beautiful person full of loving kindness I couldn't bare to hate him. He had love more women I can ever count. But, this time his so faithful to his blond/petite maybe his friends prayer for him finally got answered not to have two or even 3 girlfriends in one time. Who really knows...

    His really changed
Somehow this story sounds familiar to me...

Don´t be sad...don´t regret...on his own special ways he made us feel loved and appreciated and all we can do is to be thankful that he touched our lives the way he did...

As for me...I don´t hold any grudge in my heart...lately I wish he has found what his heart was seeking...

Welcome back you have been missed...


Gud girls R bad girls who don't get caught...


poweroflove3 64F

6/5/2008 8:54 pm

    Quoting bokboyong:
    it's not called insanity, it's true love..too bad he didn't see it that way..not everybody experiences so much pain, there are the lucky ones..it's just too bad that some people experience a lot of pain..hope you are starting to feel better..
Mr Bok,

Thank YOU for your support. You are counted as one beautiful angel. Yes, God is truly remarkable. Here's two testimonial. During that week he literally told me to f&&& everyone her in CA. Because his in a better place and millions of miles away. Gave me that permission. The nerve. Anyways my long time close friend a lady which i often call auntie having her birthday April 5, and another friend with the same birthday but male. That week like wed/thurs came to visit me and gave me the tightest hugs. It's was so amazing because one I haven't seen for 5yrs and the other for 8yrs. That's Gods work...

[I God is pure love...


poweroflove3 64F

6/5/2008 8:57 pm

yane24

Thank You!!! You always support everyone here in blogland. Take good care of your heart.

[I God is pure love...


poweroflove3 64F

6/5/2008 9:11 pm

Marian,

Thank YOU so much for being a really sweet and genuine person!!! You deserve the very best God can give YOU.

[I God is pure love...