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She doesn She doesn’t want me. Since she’s been with me her life has stopped. She doesn’t talk to me anymore. I feel down, my heart buried under tons of rocks. I dig it up finding the courage to try again and better. So she might just like it. But I guess I’m only fooling myself. She proves me wrong time after time. How could I consider her truly when I do not give her what she likes? I don’t know. Why I’m writing this and reading a book on relationships? “Desperate measures.” She says she has changed her life completely for me and gave up her for me. I didn’t give up anything. I’m what I was before I knew her and she feels I only do things because she tells me to (even then I don’t do them right. Now I just want to have a good nice easy life with her enjoying the small and big things. Not too many worries. The problem is that I’m the source of most of her troubles and worrying. When we go out I lose the way. I cannot keep a decent conversation. I’m making a mess out of the kitchen when using it. I cannot cook. And a whole bunch of other things… I can’t understand her, cannot teach her any new things. Enough about me. Smart, witty, and intelligent. Intelligent, because of her broad knowledge of mostly everything. Smart because she’s clever taking most efficient approach to life. Sexy, so much it’s overflowing. Emotionally intelligent. easily understanding people and looking through their soul evaluating their personality in seconds. Very caring and understanding, helping anyone in great ways. Honest and incredibly open. Perfectionist. An artist with a sixth sense for anything. Creative, lively… Almost anything one could think of. Simply perfect. I Love her. I’m not man enough for her. Usually whatever I do ends up in terrible mistakes hurting her. I feel so stressed being around her. Often I become defensive to her comments though they really apply and I don’t seem to learn how to improve. Usually talking to myself I sit here again having no clue what to do. Like expecting this writing would secretly provide me with suggestions how to improve. I should have known better… Than to hurt you over and over again. Yet I don’t know. If I could only reach you, if I could make you smile… Time is not important, Life is. Life is what’s out there happening while writing this. I’m just a boy; I’m terrified by any form of human emotions. Cannot take initiative. I’m selfish and self-centred. I run here because I don’t know what to say to her. What to do to break down this emotional wall I built around me? How to satisfy her emotionally, psychologically, physically? What could we do this weekend? ~ I will always be a Maverick |
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3/13/2008 8:25 am |
play hide and seek
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3/13/2008 9:18 am |
Nice to see you here miss M. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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maverick, what a nice man...& i guess a very inlove person...nice meeting you here...i was touched by the thing you write...it makes me feel how you feel right now...honestly only you can figure out what to do to make her happy...be sensitive to her needs & try to explore...you can do something if you really wanna do it...make her as your inspiration....goodluck...by the way im myrrh from philippines...god bless....
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3/13/2008 10:47 am |
Miss Myr... she said she doesn't want/ask me to make her happy, she doesn't want me to give her headaches. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/14/2008 6:31 am |
~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/14/2008 7:34 am |
nobody ~ I will always be a Maverick
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oh sorry to hear that...are you two still together?
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wish we can talk more...do you have any messenger???
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3/14/2008 11:56 am |
yes miss Myr. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/14/2008 11:58 am |
i guess i have to create one. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/16/2008 10:20 am |
no miss tsoko. really. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/17/2008 4:17 am |
it's not working. it is bad? no, miss tsoko. she's the best thing that ever happened to me. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/17/2008 8:23 am |
I have to admit that I do sometimes. I bump my head against the wall, i bite my hand, i slap my face. but that's not what you meant, is it? ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/18/2008 5:48 am |
Thanks miss tsoko Can't help it. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/20/2008 5:54 am |
Sometimes She does ~ I will always be a Maverick
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Maverick, Never stop loving for love is the very source of life... It makes the world go round.... It is but normal to fall in love...Remember what some poets say...it is better to have loved and be jilted than never to have loved at all...
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3/26/2008 2:09 pm |
Thanks miss girl wearing red shirt ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/26/2008 2:10 pm |
And same to miss magnolia5 ~ I will always be a Maverick
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TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT ... I KNOW the FEELING !!!
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3/28/2008 4:34 am |
Can I try to gather some courage first miss? ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/29/2008 6:28 am |
I like caring people ~ I will always be a Maverick
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3/29/2008 6:31 am |
Thanks for the advice miss Cherie Enjoy your meal! ~ I will always be a Maverick
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I like caring people Remember i cARE ...
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maverick, you are welcome..... i don't think someone said she doesn't want you.... try to be very vigilant... you might have misunderstood her... No one in her right mind can say such to a gentleman-looking one like you maverick...
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3/30/2008 6:49 am |
Miss Vgirl, I appreciate the kind words but she knows me better than anyone else ~ I will always be a Maverick
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