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godiva0824 63F
2894 posts
12/26/2007 4:59 pm
Goodbye 2007, Hello 2008 : Looking back....

Let me take a very deep sigh first, to clear my chest from any congestion (inhale, exhale). Gosh! you have no idea how I truly want this year 2007 to leave. And although I did have an outpour of blessings in my profession and wonderful friendships, this has been one hellava year when it comes to heartaches. I was hurt repeatedly (not by just one person, and please don't ask me anymore who are these people...both are history).

But then, again, they say, that things happen for a reason. And looking back, I can tell that it is probably true. I felt strongly (shall I call it love, then?)for/with the wrong person, at the right time (since I was certain that I was ready), and again, at the wrong place. But what the heck! it's part of my adventure to this road less travelled. Never did it occur in my mind that quite a long period of happiness can vanish and be replaced with a severe "prick" in my heart (again, maybe it was my pride? )instantly...But, now I have to remember, things do happen for a reason, and people come and go in our lives, most of the time, we are never the same again.

I know, maybe a couple of those "prospectives" were really not meant for me. While they deserve those who they have now, I deserve someone much better. I am not sourgraping here, just thinking,indeed, some good things never last. No bitterness in my heart. And yeah, I feel kinda awkward that the same people are treating me like "very close friends". I am not used to that, yet...I belong to the old school. Although they are not my enemies, I don't want to be very close to them, since I have to remember that they are the very reason why my heart bled. One of them actually sent me 24 fresh tulips from 1-800-flowers last Dec. 24. He was thanking me for the very meaningful relationship that we had. I didn't wanna think of anything else, but I appreciate the flowers...No further imagination or illusion.

I cannot contain my excitement and anticipation of a much better year this coming 2008. You have no clue just how positive I am at this point. I will be relocating in a bigger city, higher responsibility/position, new place, new people to deal with, and yeah, who knows?...I am not searching anymore...but only God knows. I can only look forward to a new beginning. Rest assured, wherever I am, whoever I am with...I will let you know. You're a part of my life now, and thank you so much for being there for me. My appreciation.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!


ELZ


ImAllHeartNSoul 62F

12/26/2007 8:57 pm

like i always say to you my dear friend.... u are a GEM whose glitter can be seen from afar...
it will not be long before someone snatches you and hopefully though, share you with us, your dear friends...


i will be the happiest when that happens..

MARIE


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/27/2007 12:41 am

Happy New Year to you Marie!..I missed you. It's been a truly very busy Christmas preparation with lots of parties to attend, but each time I get home, I still feel empty...I know that there is a possibility that I may stay single for the rest of my life, but somehow, someone might come along and truly make a difference in it for a long time...I'll probably be content with having someone to love and be loved...Friends like you make things a lot easier for me. I am truly blessed. I love you my dear friend. Talk to you later!

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/27/2007 6:36 pm

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Dearest Gem,

I thank you from the bottom of my heart...YOu know the story of my life...I am hopeful for everything that is good and positive...God bless your kind heart...HAPPY NEW YEAR!

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/27/2007 6:38 pm

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Thanks for the added inspiration and motivation bro..I need all the cheering and moral support I can get from wonderful and caring people like you..HAVE A BLESSED AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/28/2007 2:48 am

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Sweet Roxy! As usual, you amaze me with your graphics..You are truly talented with all these...And I thank you so much for wishing me well, my dear..I can feel in my heart, just how much you really want for me to be happy..I THANK YOU FOR YOUR GREAT FRIENDSHIP...I pray to God that I'll be able to meet you in person soon..I love you Friend!

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/28/2007 2:49 am

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And I will catch all the falling stars just to make my dreams come true...And I wish the same for you and our dear friends too!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES, ROXY!...You're an angel and a dear friend to me as well...

God bless you..


ELZ


table55 45F
182 posts
12/28/2007 5:20 am

A simple message coming from my heart.

Happy New Year AMS ...

Ako ay Filipino! Sa isip, sa salita at sa gawa!


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/28/2007 9:19 pm

    Quoting table55:
    A simple message coming from my heart.

    Happy New Year AMS ...
Happy New Year to you too, lovely sister from HVP

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/28/2007 9:21 pm

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Happy New Dear Ed!...wishing all of us the best!

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/28/2007 9:27 pm

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Gemma, may you continue to be blessed with lots of love, luck, and happiness.

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/28/2007 9:30 pm

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I thank you so much Roxy!, you are such an angel heaven sent!

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/28/2007 9:31 pm

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In due time, and in His time, ROX, we will meet in person...

ELZ


ImAllHeartNSoul 62F

12/28/2007 10:15 pm

hi dee....

have a safe trip.....God bless and Happy New Year!!

MARIE


Yanie24w 41F

12/29/2007 8:26 am

Believe me ate I welcome New Year with open arms...
Can´t wait till 2007 finally ends...
I treasure every new friend I found here but I am glad
that I can start anew now...

HAPPY NEW YEAR...MAY GOD GRANT ALL YOUR WISHES


Gud girls R bad girls who don't get caught...


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/30/2007 5:40 am

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[size4]Roxy, baby!..this is another wonderful graphics of yours..Thank God you are happily married, otherwise, a lot of fff members will pursue you for the beauty and talents that you have...

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/30/2007 5:42 am

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As a matter of fact, you are still on the TOP 50 most popular women here at FFF regardless ...and that only tells it all, just how wonderful of a person you are my dear friend...

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/30/2007 5:44 am

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And I am so glad to have you in my life, and for encouraging me to join our HVP Bakuran...HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU MY DEAR!

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/30/2007 6:20 am

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Godwilling,this year, we will see each other my dear..That is my wish, and my other sweet friend COY too..>> babesy

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/30/2007 6:24 am

    Quoting ImAllHeartNSoul:
    hi dee....

    have a safe trip.....God bless and Happy New Year!!
Marie!...we reached Houston, safely, and we (my son and my niece ) got to see our other friend from the same place...He took time to be with us, and guided our tour of the city...I'll tell you the details on the phone...I miss you so much my dear..and Gemma too, but she is very busy these days with her "extended family"...

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/30/2007 6:28 am

    Quoting Yanie24w:
    Believe me ate I welcome New Year with open arms...
    Can´t wait till 2007 finally ends...
    I treasure every new friend I found here but I am glad
    that I can start anew now...

    HAPPY NEW YEAR...MAY GOD GRANT ALL YOUR WISHES

Marian, sweetie, I feel for you,because deep in my heart, that is my wish too...I am so thankful for this year's blessings, but I need for it to go to make room for a much brighter year that is 2008! HAPPY NEW YEAR LITTLE SIS!..take care okay?

ELZ


ImAllHeartNSoul 62F

12/30/2007 2:46 pm

    Quoting godiva0824:
    Marie!...we reached Houston, safely, and we (my son and my niece ) got to see our other friend from the same place...He took time to be with us, and guided our tour of the city...I'll tell you the details on the phone...I miss you so much my dear..and Gemma too, but she is very busy these days with her "extended family"...
hi Dee....good to know u arrived safely....have fun and make use of your short vacation....again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

MARIE


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/30/2007 9:01 pm

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Dolly, my dear...I hope ALL of us will be happier and more successful this coming 2008. I am so excited...Take care!

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
12/30/2007 9:03 pm

    Quoting ImAllHeartNSoul:
    hi Dee....good to know u arrived safely....have fun and make use of your short vacation....again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Marie..We just got home from our trip..and boy! we are so tired, but I just had to drop by and make silip to my blogs...I left you offline messages my dear..I miss you! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
1/2/2008 1:27 pm

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Hello there Gems!...Yeah, in a way, my celebration of New Year's eve was plain and simple, but I truly had a great anticipation of 2008...I am so hopeful and excited...I do hope and pray that this is gonna be my year...Take care and talk to you soon!..I hope that your voice is back..Mine isn't...Waaaahhhh

ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
1/4/2008 6:35 pm

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Ano kayang klaseng virus ang tumama sa atin?...Hope our voices will be back soon!

ELZ