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Ghost? She said everyone she meets seems to be a ghost of someone else That is if you believe in it but then I guess we'll all need shells I never thought that trusting someone like me would be too hard But then she should'nt believe anything right from the start I never thought having another handle was such a big deal When everything I said in there and here was all real Its not like I'm Doctor Jekyll and Lone Wolf is Mister Hyde They both bore my soul here I had nothing to hide A ghost is someone who haunts but its her that haunts me until now, its still her that I want but I can do nothing but set her free You see, its never my style to haunt people I believe in free will, so I'll let her be although I don't want her to go She'll now be the ghost I'll never know... I wish you find someone you can be comfortable with and can give you peace of mind my love... Be it here or elsewhere... Good Luck! Life isn't perfect, otherwise its boring! |
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The gurl is a friggin' jerk She doesn't deserve your love Drop her like a hot potato There are lot of ladies better off than her. Life isn't perfect, otherwise its boring!
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The gurl is a friggin' jerk She doesn't deserve your love Drop her like a hot potato There are lot of ladies better off than her. Life isn't perfect, otherwise its boring!
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The gurl is a friggin' jerk She doesn't deserve your love Drop her like a hot potato There are lot of ladies better off than her.
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Did she really say such a thing, That everyone she meets here is a ghost? (Of course not, 'coz this is what she said and what I wrote: She said everyone she meets SEEMS to be a ghost of someone else) Maybe it's just a figment of your imagination (Maybe? Maybe not...) Though i call it pure exaggeration (If you think so) Like respect, you don't ask for trust (I didn't ask for trust, I was hoping she would trust me somehow, now I know...) It's something you earn As months and years has passed So act maturely and be man enough (Whats with this line? Didn't I just say this: I can do nothing but set her free. And this: I believe in free will, so I'll let her be) If having two handles made her to cast some doubts Why take it against her if skepticism is clouding her brain? (did I take it against her or just explained my side?) This is cyberworld thus anything could happen (I know but if we don't believe anything here at all, whats the point of being here?) Would you rather she act like a fool and be gullible? (No, but didn't I just make it clear that she can believe what she thinks?) Apparently your world is not her world (How would we know?) Yet it's no question she cares for you a lot She's not exactly what you think she is I assure you she's entirely different from the rest (How would I know when she doesn't let me?) When you told her that you love her What did she tell you in response? Wasn't it : " I don't know what to say?" "You don't have to say anything." twas your reply. (Because I didn't want to force her to feel anything, and I didn't ask for anything in return) Hadn't she admitted early on she's stiff scared to fall, Afraid that it might be somebody she'd miss? Ever crossed your mind what slilence means to her? (No? Yes? How would I know, I'm not a telepath. Would it still matter now?) What if i tell you she's only guarding your heart? (from what?) I posted this just to express myself. I never meant no harm to her. On the contrary, all I want is for her to be happy and for her to somehow consider a different outlook about love, and life. Love can be painful but it is not a terrible thing to be feared for it is the greatest feeling in the world! And that fear itself is the only thing to be afraid of in this life because a life lived in fear is not life at all! This coming from someone who has loved and lost, and paid dearly for it, but understands that there are no guarantees in this world and has learned that love is worth another shot because we will never know if we never try. I hope she won't have to go through the pain I've been through but nevertheless, I also hope she is prepared for every eventuality when the time comes, because some things in this world are inevitable. I wish her all the love and hapiness in the world, with or without me. Just like I told her; just let me love you, you don't have to do anything (in french and english)! This is how I love her. I guess, this is how I always will. Footnote: If I am sad and gloomy, it is because I am human, I have feelings, I do not live in cyberspace but in the real world, I just use it as an outlet to reach out to people and express myself. Being a jester for other people for so long takes it toll, people get used to your smile, your hilarious jokes and funny face, that sometimes people don't understand that its just a role you play. That you're also like them who feel all emotions when there is a reason to but they want you to make them laugh when they're around. That in real life, you deal with loneliness, that you do not enjoy the freedom most people have, that there are a lot of people's feelings to consider before you think of your own, that you are virtually a prisoner in a foreign land, and the list goes on... This is me and I would like to make it known This is me when I am all alone Try being in my shoes even for just a day Maybe then, you'll understand everything I say... Life isn't perfect, otherwise its boring!
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On A Serious Note Did she really say such a thing, That everyone she meets here is a ghost? Maybe it's just a figment of your imagination Though i call it pure exaggeration Like respect, you don't ask for trust It's something you earn As months and years has passed So act maturely and be man enough If having two handles made her to cast some doubts Why take it against her if skepticism is clouding her brain? This is cyberworld thus anything could happen Would you rather she act like a fool and be gullible? Apparently your world is not her world Yet it's no question she cares for you a lot She's not exactly what you think she is I assure you she's entirely different from the rest When you told her that you love her What did she tell you in response? Wasn't it : " I don't know what to say?" "You don't have to say anything." twas your reply. Hadn't she admitted early on she's stiff scared to fall, Afraid that it might be somebody she'd miss? Ever crossed your mind what slilence means to her? What if i tell you she's only guarding your heart?
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