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Blogs > lil_monsoon > Lil_monsoon AKA Drunken_angel


lil_monsoon 38F
44 posts
2/19/2007 5:17 pm

Last Read:
11/23/2007 2:12 pm
The world on my shoulder
Somewhere between trying to convince myself to stop falling deeply while I'm still half sane and clinging to damn HOPE, I found that I could never actually make a choice. The choice between letting go and pursuing something I found to be priceless. It's not the choosing. It's the doing.
I don't want to end up like the others. Heartbroken and hopeful. I was warned.

Now I'm doing something about it.

Forgetting him...going...going...gone. But.. no.. I can't...

Not that simple, sad to say.

But I'm good at this. Not the forgetting but the trying to make sense of things and being mature to accept that we cannot change people. We cannot force them to make a choice.

If he can't make a choice. I'm making one soon... really soon....
_m_A_r_ 39F

2/19/2007 7:01 pm

 make it soon.. before you'll end up losing yourself...


Donald_Hoppy
(maryidohl m) 78M

2/19/2007 8:42 pm

 Hang in there lil monsoon!
What are you doing when you lose the most track of time? This is what you should spend the most time doing.


KYLAN1963 61M
890 posts
2/19/2007 9:53 pm

 It was a tough choice before remember and I backed you as best as I could. You had Angelo and pamilya to cling to also to help remove the pain. This time,I am ever the Guardian that has to watch you fall,yet ever again I have to offer that shoulder and see you through the darkness,as you have done for me-remember Cagayan de Oro? I suffered there so much,but you were there for me. You are still my sweet kick \bass\b friend OK,and I back you up here...even if you lukaret sometimes...^_* Not many people here know who I really am,but you do..I have faith in you as you do I. Salamat.




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