just when i am about to jump ...for a swim... (coz i saw a "cute fish" lurking suddenly... the water runs unclear the fish in there... just disappear ... time to get my robe ...get dress... will plan for another swim... maybe tomorrow? or next week or next year or never i can't just can't and don't wanna swim when water is muddy and cloudy and vague now... will contemplate... where have all the good "syokoys" gone? are they long time passing?