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HIBERNATION TIME  

fantasiamore
9/6/2009 6:45 pm

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I have not been as prolific writing lately, so I will have to go on hibernation, meanwhile, until I can find good reasons to be creating, composing and whatever it takes to be writing again. I need to hack inspirations, to be doing this again, truly. It's not to say I have lost the skill, but I have lost the drive, somewhat! I haven't changed though, only with this attitude of feeling lethargic because am aging.

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.
im_stacy
1737 posts 

9/6/2009 8:22 pm

Modie Jane I don't write as good as you and I have been having progressively dull days, which is fine by me rather than having that adrenalin rush on threatening situations.

As to creative writing - I think every little bit of dialogue, action and characterization has to be there for a reason, or else we don't have storytelling -- we have life as it is -- with all its randomness and tedium. NO one wants to read about actual life. We want to read the meaningful, moving, suspenseful and condensed version.

When I low my friends et al give me energy.

namelessfaceless
1471 posts 

9/6/2009 8:24 pm

awww TaJane
I really hope you find that drive again to write your lovely poems.

I am hoping you won't lose the drive to go ahead with your book too. I want to see you published because your poems deserve to be out there --shared with many others.

Take care po.

argue 4 ur limitations and true enough they are YOURS

dreamlove452
869 posts 

9/6/2009 8:53 pm

you're not alone 'te...
spring is not so far away


when friends meet, hearts warm!!!

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/6/2009 8:58 pm

    Quoting im_stacy:
    Modie Jane I don't write as good as you and I have been having progressively dull days, which is fine by me rather than having that adrenalin rush on threatening situations.

    As to creative writing - I think every little bit of dialogue, action and characterization has to be there for a reason, or else we don't have storytelling -- we have life as it is -- with all its randomness and tedium. NO one wants to read about actual life. We want to read the meaningful, moving, suspenseful and condensed version.
right your are..now that i FEEL negativity within me, i find that more dampening on motivations, that will drive me to write...maybe, i just need to break away from what i am having thoughts about..LIFE GETS BORING!..or that i've been there, done it again attitude, these ideas that get me ebbing like this..a change of atmosphere, perhaps a good vacation so i can pick up again...

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/6/2009 9:03 pm

    Quoting namelessfaceless:
    awww TaJane
    I really hope you find that drive again to write your lovely poems.

    I am hoping you won't lose the drive to go ahead with your book too. I want to see you published because your poems deserve to be out there --shared with many others.

    Take care po.
hello jeanie!..i always FEEL you are my ally...i appreciate much your words and encouragements...inspirations draw me to write like i said, you were one of them, when i got you reacting to my poems...i loved every input you would comment each time...let me give myself a break so i can have get another momentum doing it again...i will not say i am stopping because of what you told me here...thanks for your kind thoughts...from a writer to another, alleluiah, i see you again in my blog! and i still have to meet you personally one of these days...

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/6/2009 9:04 pm

    Quoting dreamlove452:
    you're not alone 'te...
    spring is not so far away

yeah the FEEL of spring and its motivations/inspirations to have in our lives...they are truly made as good incentives for you, me and everyone!!! have a good week!

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

Sulei
6120 posts 

9/6/2009 9:09 pm

sometimes,,, our words are stuck at our throats! sometimes, our words are much smaller than our feelings ,,, sometimes, the image is indescribable!! many reasons make us stop writing, and it never mean we lost the skill for it! u still a great writer, Jane!

venusangel
2938 posts 

9/6/2009 10:00 pm

And where are you hibernating madam? lol..would be nice with the love of your life in a virginal island where you can have peace of mind while in the process of rejuvenating and recharging yourself..btw, don`t you know that writing keeps us young? well, at least in our mind..

amabella
784 posts 

9/6/2009 10:08 pm

I kind of was feeling there was something bothering you tajane...
you have the innate ability to write....but just like the rest, there will be "off" days for you...
i understand tajane... just assure us you wont be away for too long..ok?


fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/7/2009 12:49 am

    Quoting Sulei:
    sometimes,,, our words are stuck at our throats! sometimes, our words are much smaller than our feelings ,,, sometimes, the image is indescribable!! many reasons make us stop writing, and it never mean we lost the skill for it! u still a great writer, Jane!
it is purely motivational on my part, sulei...i don't have reasons to create at this time....like what i said i need a push to make me do it again...now what will at this time? am not sure if i need to search and explore...or perhaps i should have a FEELing for it?...what can that FEELing be other than LOVE?

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/7/2009 12:52 am

    Quoting venusangel:
    And where are you hibernating madam? lol..would be nice with the love of your life in a virginal island where you can have peace of mind while in the process of rejuvenating and recharging yourself..btw, don`t you know that writing keeps us young? well, at least in our mind..
in the recesses of my mind, maybe...if i can do that..nah, it's not physical hibernation per se...i need to dig up something unusual and nothing casual to put me into this mood...should i be falling out of love or should i find a current and intense emotion other than love? am just somewhat uninspired, to make it short...

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/7/2009 12:56 am

    Quoting amabella:
    I kind of was feeling there was something bothering you tajane...
    you have the innate ability to write....but just like the rest, there will be "off" days for you...
    i understand tajane... just assure us you wont be away for too long..ok?

i have not been at par lately, somewhat with a loose mind...maybe the cycle in me has gone down and am in a plane where there is no movement to come with a big push, something like a long steady zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....that's probably why i call it hibernation...how long to stay like that, am not even sure, myself...am into a slack, joyce...maybe time to get out of my orb and see if i can get to hold of anything interesting......yeah!

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

poweroflove3

9/7/2009 3:50 am

Tajane,

Ok, take your deserved R&R. We'll be waiting when you get back. God Bless YOU abundantly!!!

[I God is pure love...

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/7/2009 4:21 am

    Quoting poweroflove3:
    Tajane,

    Ok, take your deserved R&R. We'll be waiting when you get back. God Bless YOU abundantly!!!
oh yes tess...thanks so much!!! see you again when i start blogging back here!

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

jane82
7837 posts 

9/7/2009 9:45 am

Take a rest. Rest is very good. Take as long as you like until you're ready.

eb1209
12136 posts

9/7/2009 10:28 am

And I thought, my own literary skills, which used to be quite well and original during my younger days, have vanished away...Now, I just go spontaneous, and whatever comes to mind, and no need to do research to make it good...I just have to "get related" to most of them.. Anyway, writing will always be there, and will convey the innermost FEELings and thoughts that come our way...

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/7/2009 5:03 pm

    Quoting jane82:
    Take a rest. Rest is very good. Take as long as you like until you're ready.
thanks janey!...i would really like to do that..

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/7/2009 5:07 pm

    Quoting eb1209:
    And I thought, my own literary skills, which used to be quite well and original during my younger days, have vanished away...Now, I just go spontaneous, and whatever comes to mind, and no need to do research to make it good...I just have to "get related" to most of them.. Anyway, writing will always be there, and will convey the innermost FEELings and thoughts that come our way...
i suddenly remembered these song lyrics...from I NEED TO BE IN LOVE!..bearing you in mind...

I used to say no promises,
Let’s keep it simple
But freedom only helps you say
Good-bye
It took a while for me to learn
That nothin’ comes for free
The price I’ve paid is high enough for me



“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

bday1021
355 posts

9/7/2009 5:22 pm

Time to give your self a break, it will come back, back to normal, maybe tomorrow, next week or next month or whenever you will FEEL the rush again.

namelessfaceless
1471 posts 

9/7/2009 6:13 pm

    Quoting fantasiamore:
    hello jeanie!..i always FEEL you are my ally...i appreciate much your words and encouragements...inspirations draw me to write like i said, you were one of them, when i got you reacting to my poems...i loved every input you would comment each time...let me give myself a break so i can have get another momentum doing it again...i will not say i am stopping because of what you told me here...thanks for your kind thoughts...from a writer to another, alleluiah, i see you again in my blog! and i still have to meet you personally one of these days...
TaJane, you're one of the people here in FFF that I genuinely feel happy to be friends with. I like associating myself in Bloglandia with "real" people in whose words I can sense "reality" and sincerity --people who are comfortable in their own skin.

You'll find that inspiration again. When I am trying to find the will to write, I go back to the "theme-writing" activities back in school. I'm sure you can very well relate to the titles, "My Summer Vacation", "My Autobiography", "My Most Unforgettable Experience" -- then I feel good again remembering how I wowed my elementary/high school teachers

Take care, TaJane!
I'm sure that we will get a chance to meet personally.

argue 4 ur limitations and true enough they are YOURS

eb1209
12136 posts

9/7/2009 6:25 pm

Jane...waaaaaaaaahhhhhh!

ROXYBARBIE
9177 posts 

9/7/2009 7:49 pm

Tajane! I am sure before to long you will be back and and writing the things that make you happy! We all need a break, so take it easy and relax for a while. We will see you again when you are ready to post and have the energy and drive to continue what you do best. Take care Tajane. We are going to miss you but take your time, and we will see you soon!


Live Life to the Fullest! ***Me and YOU***

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/8/2009 12:31 am

    Quoting bday1021:
    Time to give your self a break, it will come back, back to normal, maybe tomorrow, next week or next month or whenever you will FEEL the rush again.
geesh taBabz i have already gone back to normal today...it is like am indispensable or am i? funny, that i had to come back posting at our group because i had this itchy bitchy thing to say to someone...

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/8/2009 12:37 am

    Quoting namelessfaceless:
    TaJane, you're one of the people here in FFF that I genuinely feel happy to be friends with. I like associating myself in Bloglandia with "real" people in whose words I can sense "reality" and sincerity --people who are comfortable in their own skin.

    You'll find that inspiration again. When I am trying to find the will to write, I go back to the "theme-writing" activities back in school. I'm sure you can very well relate to the titles, "My Summer Vacation", "My Autobiography", "My Most Unforgettable Experience" -- then I feel good again remembering how I wowed my elementary/high school teachers

    Take care, TaJane!
    I'm sure that we will get a chance to meet personally.
again, these are very generous words for me...i kinda FEEL privileged with the way you portrayed me with what and how you saw in me...again thank you so much! please come and join my group of bloggers called FRIENDS ET AL...although i know your time is very precious, but i find you a precious person to be included among the many already in the group...hope you can say YES!

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/8/2009 12:47 am

    Quoting eb1209:
    Jane...waaaaaaaaahhhhhh!
hahaha...as if i can stay away from you and FEEL that long...mmmuahs!!!

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/8/2009 12:49 am

    Quoting ROXYBARBIE:
    Tajane! I am sure before to long you will be back and and writing the things that make you happy! We all need a break, so take it easy and relax for a while. We will see you again when you are ready to post and have the energy and drive to continue what you do best. Take care Tajane. We are going to miss you but take your time, and we will see you soon!

am just back posting at our group FEEL roxy and commenting to bloggers' posting here for now...but not ready to create and write still...hugz!!!

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

smiley1957
3018 posts 

9/8/2009 1:28 am

do not hibernate ta jane

it's meant for the...snakes!!!

just take a break...have a kitkat

smell the flowers...sight see

be back later...not tomorrow or the next day...ok?


i'm like a bird!

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/8/2009 4:05 am

    Quoting smiley1957:
    do not hibernate ta jane

    it's meant for the...snakes!!!

    just take a break...have a kitkat

    smell the flowers...sight see

    be back later...not tomorrow or the next day...ok?

you make me really smile, with your boost, true to how all call you as smiler...i was thinking i could, but i find it quite difficult with friends like you...hugz!

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

eb1209
12136 posts

9/9/2009 3:45 pm

    Quoting fantasiamore:
    hahaha...as if i can stay away from you and FEEL that long...mmmuahs!!!
Well, I'm back, after hitting my head very hard on the wall...Got me some icepacks...I guess, I back to being my old self...SANE...

im_stacy
1737 posts 

9/10/2009 5:37 am

    Quoting fantasiamore:
    right your are..now that i FEEL negativity within me, i find that more dampening on motivations, that will drive me to write...maybe, i just need to break away from what i am having thoughts about..LIFE GETS BORING!..or that i've been there, done it again attitude, these ideas that get me ebbing like this..a change of atmosphere, perhaps a good vacation so i can pick up again...
Come on over Modie ... a rustic lifestyle welcomes you here. Just hope it won't be boring you!

When I low my friends et al give me energy.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/10/2009 6:10 am

    Quoting eb1209:
    Well, I'm back, after hitting my head very hard on the wall...Got me some icepacks...I guess, I back to being my old self...SANE...
i will admit love gets anyone insane...i was, am and still is...lol!

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/10/2009 6:12 am

    Quoting im_stacy:
    Come on over Modie ... a rustic lifestyle welcomes you here. Just hope it won't be boring you!
awwwww...stacy, one of these days i will hit off and run to you...thanks so much for the invite, love it!!!

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

im_stacy
1737 posts 

9/10/2009 7:18 pm

    Quoting fantasiamore:
    awwwww...stacy, one of these days i will hit off and run to you...thanks so much for the invite, love it!!!
You are most welcome anytime!!! It will be an honor!

When I low my friends et al give me energy.

fantasiamore
3784 posts 

9/10/2009 10:08 pm

    Quoting im_stacy:
    You are most welcome anytime!!! It will be an honor!
stacy...do drop by at the FEELAH IN MANILA thread that our group has...i will text you details regarding that, when i can confirm everything okay? funny that the minute i posted this hibernation thread, that was the time i got more active in our group and in here as well...

“I hold it true, whatever befall; I it, when I sorrow most.

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