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oliveski 48F
161 posts
5/13/2007 6:02 am

Last Read:
6/21/2007 3:35 pm

Soul Searching...


Last night I had a hard time to sleep…though really exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally, I found myself just lying on my bed and thinking of many things. I realized that lately, for the past 5 months I was losing control of my life…I feel like I was wandering to unknown direction that made my life seemed so disarray. I stand up in front of the mirror and I saw my reflection but apparently so strange to me. I didn’t like what I saw in front of the mirror…I told myself it wasn’t me. The reflection in the mirror was totally a different person though with an image of me. I laid my body on the bed again and started to analyze myself recalling the past 5 months that abruptly changed me. I soul searched…I drown myself in a deep thought until I fell asleep.

When I woke up this morning…I remember to pray and asked for guidance in all areas of my life (work, family & personal matters). Tears fell from my eyes…and that was the time I confirmed that things in my life really turned out bad. Now I have to gather all my strength and start to encourage myself that it’s not yet late to make things in my life to be well again.

I am the navigator of my own life; I know that to shift everything to the right perspective is no easy task and can’t be done overnight. In order to move on I have to step a foot forward as a prelude to regain myself. I know, gradually things in my life will be well again. Whatever hardship I am experiencing right now…I know I’ll get through with it.

“I will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; Do not be discouraged.” ‒ Deuteronomy 31:8

awful63 61F

5/20/2007 5:26 pm

all the best Diosa ng K! just give me a buzz if you need me hehehe..belated happy birthday to you!

A healthy friendship changes and grows ‒ i.e. it is dynamic. How do we know if it is alive or not? It must be growing and changing constantly. A healthy friendship will encourage personal growth as well as allow both parties to explore safely with new ideas and experiences.


oliveski 48F
208 posts
5/22/2007 4:32 am

    Quoting awful63:
    all the best Diosa ng K! just give me a buzz if you need me hehehe..belated happy birthday to you!
queen tasy! thanks for the b-day greetings huh! you're really a good friend & kapamilya in PLF...i love you sis


oliveski 48F
208 posts
5/22/2007 4:37 am

    Quoting  :

bro. thanks for all these bible passages that you posted here... i really need all the encouragement that i can get from friends like you to move on...thanks a lot...i don't know what to say more, i've been moved with all those words of assurance & encouragement from the bible. GOD Bless you too!