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My One Great Love Late last night, I was fixing some of my old stuffs in my room–books, cards and old photos. I saw this one particular picture that I’m still keeping in my photo album, and when I saw it…I smiled because it reminded me of an old flame way back 12 years ago. I was only 19 years old then…young & innocent. I was studying at Cora Doloroso C.C. at Alabang when I met this man. He was 14 years older than me. (Ewan ko ba! I’m really drawn to men who are 10 ‒ 15 years older than me.) Though he was too old for me, it hadn’t shown on him because he was a very gorgeous man ( Ang lakas ng dating ). When I first saw him...he already caught my attention…para kasi syang twin brother nag first boyfriend ko. We happened to have a common friend and we were introduced to each other. As we were shaking hands I quiver inside ( Gosh! Kilig naman ako sa mamang ito). From there on our story started. ( To make it short naging kami po ). Our relationship lasted for about 1 year and 3 months. It was his 34th birthday when our story together ended and I was the one who ended it all up. I couldn’t describe the pain I was experiencing that time when I decided to tell him that we shouldn’t see each other anymore. I even could not look straight to his face…because every time I do I was just hurting myself even more. I couldn’t stand the hurt and sadness that I was seeing from his eyes … he was trying so hard to hold back the tears that was about to fall. I knew I hurt him so much…but I believed that it would be best to leave when the feeling is still there. I knew that we had the love…but to live our lives in separate ways would be the best for us. Why? Because I could no longer own him…and kahit anong gawin ko I could no longer make him mine. Twelve years had passed already…the pain of giving up the one I once loved had vanished and healed by time. Now he is just a part of my past, a memory…a memory that is so sweet to recur and though he’s just a past but still he was the one great love that I had. 
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maybe he was greatful...actually we are still communicating through e-mail... but he is happy now with his own family...one thing that i am greatful of setting him free is that we remain friends...and i am happy for him now 
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thanks for the nice comment you posted here. yeah i know that it was the best decision i have made... coz if i didn't do it we probably did not meet
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yup sis, it took me a lot of courage to get him out of my system...yes it wasn't easy for me then, but i have to. i learned to accept the fact that i could not make him mine...so i decided to let him go. if i didn't do that i won't be able to realize that there are many fish pala in the ocean... i know that GOD has reserved me someone special ... for now sistah kong maganda at sexy my only advice is magpakasaya ka with your life without him. owkee?
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thank you mang eloy you have just seen the message in the story that i was trying to convey to the readers...and it's nice seeing you again
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