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awful63 61F
3109 posts
11/22/2008 11:26 pm

Last Read:
1/14/2009 4:50 pm

e........j...........!

Falling in love with you
is one of the hardest things I've ever done.
Some people find that strange,but then,
they don't know the feeling that i've been fighting for,
relabling every feeling as "misguided" or worse.

When I speak to you,
I'm still waiting for the numbness that refuses to come.
LasT thursday when we depart,
my heart screamed a protest.
Was it fake?
I ask myself the question again,
the same question I've been asking for all this time.

The difficulty of the situation is made harder
by the fact you want me too,
How do I know?
The smiles you give me,
the phrases you choose,
your eyes.

you want me despite the fact that "she's" already with you
whenever i stare into your eyes, my heart jumps and my head reels.

We're friends,
I'm in love with you,
I'm convinced you're in love with me too
but I can't be sure.
How long will it last!

Can we ever be together?
The answer to that is what really leaves me numb.

because, i know and i knew..... IT WOULDN'T BE!


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A healthy friendship changes and grows ‒ i.e. it is dynamic. How do we know if it is alive or not? It must be growing and changing constantly. A healthy friendship will encourage personal growth as well as allow both parties to explore safely with new ideas and experiences.


oliveski 47F
208 posts
11/24/2008 12:45 am

awwwsss!!! someone new sistah?


awful63 61F

12/10/2008 12:44 am

lol, you know why im at his place sistah.... i used to sleep there 5 days a week hehehhehe.... we're playing hide and seek sis... hahahaha, yeah that is one thing good about him.. his "voice"....pero nagsawa na rin ako sistah! hahahahaha....then, time to deal with the next in line!

A healthy friendship changes and grows ‒ i.e. it is dynamic. How do we know if it is alive or not? It must be growing and changing constantly. A healthy friendship will encourage personal growth as well as allow both parties to explore safely with new ideas and experiences.


awful63 61F

12/12/2008 10:25 pm

    Quoting oliveski:
    awwwsss!!! someone new sistah?
lol...........old one sistah.. bakit ngayon lang nag appear mga comments mo?

A healthy friendship changes and grows ‒ i.e. it is dynamic. How do we know if it is alive or not? It must be growing and changing constantly. A healthy friendship will encourage personal growth as well as allow both parties to explore safely with new ideas and experiences.