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4/4/2008 3:47 am

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This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.

You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial.

And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different.

They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.

And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be ok..." But you know it won't. And that's the truth, it won't. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.

So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...


Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.
PetitCheri
466 posts 

4/4/2008 7:07 am

Hello Lei ... that was a sad fact really.. its a matter of how youre going to deal the hurt that you feel.. I know its hard at first but life must go on! Only God knows when.... Time heals all wounds..

Nobody has ever measured, even the poets, how much a heart can hold

Lost_Love
59 posts 

4/4/2008 5:41 pm

i cried today... not because I miss him... or even wanted him... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without him.

nice entry again, bro..time to move on..thanks for sharing..

ronloco
15 posts 

4/4/2008 7:25 pm

S U P A H

LegendOfLegaiaH
46 posts 

4/4/2008 7:51 pm

Are you feeling vulnerable? Suffering with feelings of a low self esteem, emptiness, loneliness, sadness or depression? It is during your most vulnerable time that you need others to protect and comfort you. It has been said that, "God is closest to those with a broken heart."

MiAmor2007
977 posts 

4/5/2008 6:42 pm

my dear friend
i agree to you cause thats what i feel now, ive tried to forget but emptiness n loneliness was still n me
this is a very nice blogs of yours n thanks for sharing



Life is all about hope for better days tomorrow.

LIAsun

4/6/2008 2:29 am

Let go and love again

Life is too short ..

missbluesky
51 posts 

4/6/2008 5:23 pm

Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.


good luck po..

DripStrip
59 posts 

4/6/2008 9:51 pm

God has promised to comfort us in our time of sorrow and heal our wounds. Don't ask me how he does it, I just know he does! I have experienced it and seen many others experience it too! He fills us with his peace and joy, with the assurance that he is bigger than our situation, able to protect us and take care of our future.
take care, God bless bro.

_ornate_
75 posts 

4/7/2008 7:24 pm

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.

Lace03
54 posts 

4/7/2008 7:53 pm

Hearts have to be broken. It teaches us the mistakes we have made, and helps us make better decisions. I have had mine broke a couple of times, and with patience, I finally found the one! I know it hurts, but what doesn't kill us, only makes us stronger!

UniqueCorn
63 posts 

4/8/2008 3:30 am

Sometimes all you need is a broken heart to realize that something even better is right in front of our eyes, just waiting to be found.

nice one, bro..

_AMBER_
122 posts 

4/8/2008 4:56 am

love just come and go. sometimes, good things never lasts for it never goes the way we want it to be, but thats life. we have to accept that nothing is perfect. in every heartaches, theres a happiness awaits for us. we just have to remember always that GOD never leave us empty. he will always replace whatever you've lost. if he ask u to put something down, its because he wants u to pick up something better. it really hurts when u lost someone important to u, but i believe that no one loses someone coz no one owns anyone and thats the true essence of freedom. having the most important thing in the world without owning it...

miss you so much lolokuya!!! keep blogging.. love you mwah!!!


cathy

dawn_blitz
69 posts 

4/8/2008 9:05 pm

?????
The proud man hath no God; the envious man hath no neighbour; the angry man hath not himself.

Spar_Q
41 posts 

4/9/2008 2:15 am

The higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down.

mia_belle
485 posts 

4/9/2008 5:33 am

Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts. Even after it's over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt in the end. And if you tell me differently, I will tell you that you were not truly in love.

take care, my dear grandpop..miss you po..


*It's all said & done, it's real, and it's been fun.*

ronloco
15 posts 

4/9/2008 7:32 am

    Quoting dawn_blitz:
    ?????
    The proud man hath no God; the envious man hath no neighbour; the angry man hath not himself.

maybe you should know first what the word mean before u react , siguro maski yang linya mo di mo rin naiintindihan

mica_hottie
123 posts 

4/9/2008 11:17 pm

    Quoting dawn_blitz:
    ?????
    The proud man hath no God; the envious man hath no neighbour; the angry man hath not himself.

never mind, sis..bakla yata eto..pumapatol sa gaya nating magaganda..
affected siya sa blog ni bro lick..
hindi kaya type niya si moonlight sonata??
bading...

Legaiah
109 posts 

4/9/2008 11:49 pm

A broken heart
Only starts
When you tear it
All apart..


We may not be together but we will never be through.

ronloco
15 posts 

4/10/2008 6:01 pm

    Quoting mica_hottie:
    never mind, sis..bakla yata eto..pumapatol sa gaya nating magaganda..
    affected siya sa blog ni bro lick..
    hindi kaya type niya si moonlight sonata??
    bading...

baket ikaw affected BWAHAHAHAHAHA, basta alam ko sino ang bading (alam din ni moonlight yan .....isa lang naman siguro ang tinutukoy ko...at alam ko rin ano kayo, mga kafated ni POKY BWAHAHAHAHAHA

ronloco
15 posts 

4/10/2008 6:10 pm

TAFOS NA MISSION KO, PUEDE NA MA BAN BWAHAHAHAHA

dharlinggal
76 posts 

4/10/2008 9:24 pm

what really matters is what you truly feel deep within your hearts. If you can still find that serenity, peace and love
being near or apart, inspite and despite of; if u can say deep within you that you can still and is still ...loving the person ... to care and to depend on; to share and willing to be with
through the days of your life ... because you believe because you trust ... that there is love.

F i n a l l y
you are free to feel the pain
and ready to feel the love again.


thanks for dropping by my blog.
pls take care and get well soon

_AMBER_
122 posts 

4/13/2008 10:16 pm

eii guys please respect the blog of my lolokuya. wag kayo mag away dito comment lng po kayo. no offense guys the blog was very wonderful and nice. ronloco and mica peace!!

cathy

soft_n_easy
57 posts 

4/14/2008 3:07 am

Learn from your past, move on, grow stronger. People are fake, but let your trust last longer. Do what you got to do, but always stay true, and never let anyone get the best of you.

guys, sis amber is right..pls, restpect this thread. it's really a 2 thumbs up..
never mind, bro lickquid..i/we enjoy reading all your articles. God bless, be safe always..

princessPAB
99 posts 

4/14/2008 3:52 am

hi guys i hope you respect someone blogs .. so people would respect you too.... comments thats is what lickquid asking not about your issuses if u dont have any good comments keep it at your self ... just shut up and shut up ... ronloco watch your language... if u have nothing to say good and if u dont like lickquid just give a hell and iggy him and go out of her life ...

huh!

hi kuya lick ,

as i always say to you let it go... if its for you let it go ... forget it and move on.... you still have sokolayet to think about.. she needs you and her future is in your hand.... your a special man and a special woman will be given to you.... just let it go... i know it hurts but thats the only way u could do is to let it go .... move on your life and and look at the bright side of it.. you could breathe without her ... dont make your self drown into something you know u cant own.. go forward! on something more good

PEACE !

so long bro !

keep blogging

bellezia
7104 posts 

4/14/2008 7:21 pm

hello thank you for visiting my blog

smile and be happy always

nightprincess
11 posts 

5/18/2008 12:11 am

so true! that's exactly what i'm feeling right now. I can really relate to it.
I want this pain to go away...do u know a cure?

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