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greatest pain in LIFE  

lickquid
2/10/2009 3:39 am

Last Read:
4/5/2009 6:18 pm
Sometimes, things happen when you less expect!
Whether its true or not,
the principle behind this story is true.
Soooo Creepy!!
Here's how it goes....

Kakauwi ko lang from work.
Pag uwi sobrang pagod.
Binaba ko bag ko at nahiga sa sofa.
Sarap ng pakiramdam ng mapahinga.
Matagal akong nakahiga nang di ko
namalayan na nakakatulog na pala ko.
Biglang nagvibrate ang celfon ko.
I checked kung sino.
I opened my inbox---

"misan akala mo nasasayo na ang lahat
pagnasayo na ang taong mahal mo.
Pro lahat na nga ba?
Gano ka kasigurado na iyo na sya
Habang buhay? Kaya ngyn plng alagaan m n
Habang nandyan pa!"

Sender:
BaBy koW

It's a usual quote coming from my girlfriend.
Dahil sa antok ko, di ko na nireplyan.
Again my cell vibrated.
1 message received---

"nVr hold in2 smtnG too TyT..
Cz smWer N d MiddLe U
MyT Lus heR. Dnt put UrseLf in2
smTng U knW U cnT Let Go.."

Sender:
BaBy koW

Naku naman pagod na pagod ako so
tinuloy ko na ang pagtulog ko.
Hindi ko na maintindihan ang sense ng message niya
dahil sa antok so pano pa ko magrereply?
Again nagvibrate na naman pero
di ko na pinansin pero ayan na naman.
2 messages received---

First message:
"I jst wnt u to knw dt I love u & evn
God takes me away from you
It wont change.You own my heart
Till d very last breath il take."

Sender:
BaBy koW

Pinatay ko na ang cell ko ng hindi binabasa
ang isa pang message.
Kaya natulog na lang ako ulit.
Paggising ko wala na kong battery so I charged my cell
and I tried calling her with my landline.
I tried 5x kakatawag pero wala talagang sumasagot.

After 30 minutes my landline rang.
Sister ni Emerald (baby kow),
so I asked her "bakit walang tao sa bahay niyo?"
Di siya sumagot.Umiiyak siya.
So I asked: "bakit? Ano nangyari?"

Biglang may naghello, ang dad nila ni Emerald pala,
so I asked "Tito ano po nangyayari?"

Sinabi niya sa akin ng walang pagaalinlangan---
"Umalis kami nanood kami ng sine.
Nagpaiwan si Emerald dahilang sabi niya
pupunta ka daw dito sa bahay.
Hihintayin ka daw niya.
Dahil sa sinabi niya iniwan namin siya....."

Nagulat ako sa sinabi ni tito.
Ngayon ko lang naalala na
pupuntahan ko nga pala siya.
Hindi ako nakapagsalita
dahil bigla na akong kinabahan.

Tinuloy ni tito ang pagsasalita---
"pagdating namin nakita na lang namin siya na patay na.
Sinaksak siya ng mga nanloob sa bahay namin.
Wala na siya."

Nagblanko ang paningin ko pati na rin ang pagiisip ko.

"Di ka kasi pumunta.
Inuna mo ang kung ano-anong mga bagay.
Di mo man lang siya naisip."

Di ko alam kung sino ang nagsasalita
konsensya ko ba to o
ang daddy niya?!
Di ko na alam ang nangyayari sakin.

P*******a!!! nawala na sakin ang mahal ko!!!!

Di ko alam kung sa anong dahilan
pero binuksan ko ang cellphone ko
na 5 oras na palang nakacharge.
Ang message nya na hindi ko binasa nandun pa rin.

Hindi ko alam kung bubuksan ko pa o hindi
but still......binuksan ko na rin---

"B TULNGAN M KO
PAPATAYiN NLA KO!!!"

Sender:
BaBy koW

Di ako makapunta sa bahay nila dahil sa hiya.
Di ko man lang madalaw siya dahil di ko matanggap
sa sarili ko na makita ko siyang nakahiga na.
Di ko maisip na wala na ang taong pinakamamahal ko.
Di ko matanggap na ng dahil sa akin,
kaya nagkaganon siya.
Ano pang silbi ng mga sinabi ko sa kanya noon,

Na hinding hindi ko siya iiwan......
Na hindi ko siya pababayaan..
Na hingding hindi siya magiisa...

Ano na nangyari sa mga sinabi ko sa kanya??

Wala na siya....
Wala na ang taong bumuo ng buhay ko...
Wala na....



** Hold on the one you LOVE
for U are so LUCKY to have them
in your life right now...
call them or text them,
telling them saying
how much you LOVE them...
and show how much you value them.
Life is short...
and we should not waste it hurting people..
Because the greatest pain in LIFE
is to be Hurt by SOMEONE U love.. **

Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.
barehugz
49 posts 

2/11/2009 2:52 am

 Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to our hearts.
Joy from being with our love,
being filled with an emotion so deep and tender
that no other feeling can compare.
Pain from knowing that we are so in love,
that we are more vulnerable than we've ever.

sooo sad, sooo scary valentine..

DeadlySweet
49 posts 

2/11/2009 6:08 am

 Life is short, love spans eternity.
Happy Valentines..

dicoollang
142 posts 

2/11/2009 6:41 am

 nakakaiyak bro

thanks for posting

pamela1962
327 posts 

2/11/2009 7:51 am

 lick,

ganun???...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to u..

pls take care and be safe..always...

venusangel
2938 posts 

2/11/2009 6:07 pm

 i`m sure GOD knows this won`t happen to you or anyone else with so much love to give

stay sweet, happy, loved and inlove

HAPPY HEARTS DAY!!!

pamela1962
327 posts 

2/11/2009 10:26 pm

 will u miss me..

when i am gone?

i wonder...

faithful_luv
10 posts 

2/12/2009 12:16 am

 regrets...irreversible regrets....
i love you then,i love now.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/12/2009 3:34 am
    Quoting barehugz:
    Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to our hearts.
    Joy from being with our love,
    being filled with an emotion so deep and tender
    that no other feeling can compare.
    Pain from knowing that we are so in love,
    that we are more vulnerable than we've ever.

    sooo sad, sooo scary valentine..
True some people though they do recognize the feeling of love,
and they know that they are in love tend to ignore it to the extent they can.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/12/2009 3:42 am
    Quoting DeadlySweet:
    Life is short, love spans eternity.
    Happy Valentines..
Life is only worth living once
you've found someone worth dying for.
Happy Valentines day too.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/12/2009 3:44 am
    Quoting pamela1962:
    lick,

    ganun???...

    HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to u..

    pls take care and be safe..always...
bukas.. baka makalimot na tayo pwedeng magkanyakanya..
na maaaring yun na ang katapusan kaya bago
pa mangyari ang lahat ng yun gusto kong sabihin..
salamat.. binuo mo ang buhay ko..
Ganon..
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/12/2009 3:51 am
    Quoting venusangel:
    i`m sure GOD knows this won`t happen to you or anyone else with so much love to give

    stay sweet, happy, loved and inlove

    HAPPY HEARTS DAY!!!
Yes indeed..
One word frees us
Of all the weigh and pain in life,
That word is Love.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/12/2009 3:56 am
    Quoting pamela1962:
    will u miss me..

    when i am gone?

    i wonder...
Miss me
or
Hate me

both are in my favor,

If u miss me
I'll always be in your heart,

If u hate me
I'll always be in your mind.

Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/12/2009 2:01 pm

 Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

dearylove
48 posts 

2/13/2009 5:49 am

 The saddest love is to love someone,
to know that they still want you,
but the circumstances don't let you have them.

kryztal_babe
50 posts 

2/13/2009 7:47 am

 A girl love this boy
but the girl didn't mind.
One day the girl got sick and was about to die.
Then the boy asked,
"Why are you leaving me?"
then the girl answered,
"so I can be your angel
and love you forever."
it hurts,

kazzandra
80 posts 

2/13/2009 8:00 am

 True love is when you
have to watch a friend leave,
with the knowledge that
you might never see her again.
But you know
she'll be in your mind and heart forever...

happy valentines day, bro

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/13/2009 1:45 pm
    Quoting dearylove:
    The saddest love is to love someone,
    to know that they still want you,
    but the circumstances don't let you have them.
I understand that with loves comes pain,
but why did we have to love and loss so much..
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/13/2009 1:47 pm
    Quoting kryztal_babe:
    A girl love this boy
    but the girl didn't mind.
    One day the girl got sick and was about to die.
    Then the boy asked,
    "Why are you leaving me?"
    then the girl answered,
    "so I can be your angel
    and love you forever."
    it hurts,
Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth
until the hour of separation.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/13/2009 1:48 pm
    Quoting kazzandra:
    True love is when you
    have to watch a friend leave,
    with the knowledge that
    you might never see her again.
    But you know
    she'll be in your mind and heart forever...

    happy valentines day, bro
A love is just around the corner but.....
A true love is a million miles away.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

candid_candy
64 posts 

2/13/2009 2:10 pm

 God is closest to those
with broken hearts.

_pearl_
59 posts 

2/13/2009 2:23 pm
I'm afraid to love
afraid to love so fast,
because every time
I fall in love it never seems to last.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/13/2009 4:46 pm
    Quoting candid_candy:
    God is closest to those
    with broken hearts.
yes, indeed..
The Lord never fails.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/13/2009 4:48 pm
    Quoting _pearl_:
    I'm afraid to love
    afraid to love so fast,
    because every time
    I fall in love it never seems to last.
Love never hurts;
it's the loss or the threat of losing love that brings pain.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

natz73
27 posts 

2/14/2009 9:25 am
    Quoting barehugz:
    Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to our hearts.
    Joy from being with our love,
    being filled with an emotion so deep and tender
    that no other feeling can compare.
    Pain from knowing that we are so in love,
    that we are more vulnerable than we've ever.

    sooo sad, sooo scary valentine..
its not that scary my dear... it just so happen that the moment you read it . . . there's something intimate you feel in between..so hold on for the next/supporting statement . . . i hope you do understand me.. may you have a happy . . . barehugz happy valentines!!!

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/16/2009 2:02 pm
    Quoting dicoollang:
    nakakaiyak bro

    thanks for posting
Take a look at what you have.
Think of all you did to get it.
Remember it only takes one second to lose.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/16/2009 2:04 pm
    Quoting natz73:
    its not that scary my dear... it just so happen that the moment you read it . . . there's something intimate you feel in between..so hold on for the next/supporting statement . . . i hope you do understand me.. may you have a happy . . . barehugz happy valentines!!!
A true friend walks in when the whole world walks out.
tnx, bro..take care..
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

stirrcrazy
63 posts 

2/20/2009 5:30 pm

 Give all to love; obey thy heart.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/20/2009 5:35 pm
    Quoting stirrcrazy:
    Give all to love; obey thy heart.
Why Not? it is a slogan for an interesting life.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

_Heath_cliff_
78 posts 

2/20/2009 8:46 pm

 In the end these things matter most:
How well did you love?
How fully did you love?
How deeply did you learn to let go?

megz001
168 posts 

2/21/2009 3:34 pm

 So tell that someone that you Love,
Just what you're thinkin of...

ion_chief
127 posts 

2/21/2009 6:43 pm

 A lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/21/2009 7:11 pm
    Quoting _Heath_cliff_:
    In the end these things matter most:
    How well did you love?
    How fully did you love?
    How deeply did you learn to let go?
It is only in the mind, never to be real unless it flows in the heart.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/21/2009 7:14 pm
    Quoting megz001:
    So tell that someone that you Love,
    Just what you're thinkin of...
Countless words,
nor countless actions could ever define my feelings.
True love defies definition.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

stigma
93 posts 

2/21/2009 11:31 pm

 Love has to cry, but need not die.
Love has to grow, but need not go.

stigma
93 posts 

2/21/2009 11:45 pm

 Love is not about finding the right person,
but creating a right relationship.
It's not about how much love you have in the beginning
but how much love you build till the end.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/22/2009 12:04 am
    Quoting ion_chief:
    A lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.
We never knew we could feel so much pain,
and yet be so in love with the person causing it.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/22/2009 12:05 am
    Quoting stigma:
    Love has to cry, but need not die.
    Love has to grow, but need not go.
Love is letting go of the one you love,
hoping that they will come back to you
when they realize what they have lost.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

lickquid
3168 posts 

2/22/2009 12:07 am
    Quoting stigma:
    Love is not about finding the right person,
    but creating a right relationship.
    It's not about how much love you have in the beginning
    but how much love you build till the end.
..is not a game.
If you think it is,
then you're not playing it right.
Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again.

americantotgirl
43 posts 

2/22/2009 4:31 am

 Don't be afraid of death, be afraid of an unlived life.

mia_belle
485 posts 

2/28/2009 3:38 pm

 I can't help myself; I don't want anyone else.
*It's all said & done, it's real, and it's been fun.*

tinker_viel
484 posts 

3/13/2009 6:08 am

 was wondering where alll your wisdom come...life's journeys perhaps hope you find that which your heart seeks lick
[SIZE 2]this is me...my heart and my soul...[/SIZE]

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