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Blogs > eb1209 > THE MANY FACETS OF ME


eb1209
23211 posts
5/26/2017 5:15 am
Lost That Loving Feeling....
I tried...I really tried. He is nice, he looks just fine. He comes from a good family...But where is my heart? Who stole that loving feeling? I was cold, despite of the warm weather. I was expecting something will ignite. On the contrary, Something was telling me to move away...Just Go!...I wanted to slap myself. massage my dead heart, and try to resuscitate it after it stopped beating romantically for so many years...But you know one thing I learned? That despite my longings, despite the chances that were given me to connect with someone, the feeling is just not there anymore. God knows, deep in my heart, I wish that loving feeling will return. I have so much love to give, and I also wanted to be loved back...But I cannot force myself...It is beyond me...It just doesn't feel right...And I am sorry..


Just call me ELZ


eb1209

5/26/2017 5:17 am

 Just venting...
Just call me ELZ


ccdomonic 73M
225 posts
5/26/2017 8:00 am

 dont beat yourself up over him there is something there or not, the spark has not been ignited is your inner self ,s way of advising you to his suitability
hugs


eb1209

5/26/2017 8:37 am
    Quoting ccdomonic:
    dont beat yourself up over him there is something there or not, the spark has not been ignited is your inner self ,s way of advising you to his suitability
    hugs
CC, I am not sure if I am alone experiencing this.. Maybe, years had passed without loving, it just froze my heart..
Just call me ELZ


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
5/27/2017 6:02 am

 I guess, I will give myself company in the meantime...
ELZ


chester0310 34M
199 posts
6/4/2017 11:49 am
    Quoting eb1209:
    CC, I am not sure if I am alone experiencing this.. Maybe, years had passed without loving, it just froze my heart..
My mom is as tough as you but she never gave other men the chance to get to know her. I think both of you are extremely hurt by your respective ex-husband. I can tell you, Elz, my dad is worst than your ex-spouse when it comes to being a husband and a father. My dad wanted to abort me but my mom was so courageous to prolong my life. True love will come by and I still believe it arrives at an unexpected place and time. Good luck 😉.
Once in a while, someone comes along to put you on top of the world.


eb1209

6/10/2017 3:07 am
    Quoting chester0310:
    My mom is as tough as you but she never gave other men the chance to get to know her. I think both of you are extremely hurt by your respective ex-husband. I can tell you, Elz, my dad is worst than your ex-spouse when it comes to being a husband and a father. My dad wanted to abort me but my mom was so courageous to prolong my life. True love will come by and I still believe it arrives at an unexpected place and time. Good luck 😉.
Thanks, Chester! Thank you all for giving me good company here in FFF.
Just call me ELZ




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