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How To Let-go and Feel Good About It.....  ...Ahhhh! Let me take a couple of deep breaths, for I am already choking with emotions...This year, 2009 had been relatively a very good year for me, inspite and despite of the economic depression/recession, for it's not all about the money where one can be happy..I've been blessed with lots of opportunities to meet and be with wonderful friends, from FFF and my personal cache`...I've mentioned in my two groups (Happy Valley People (HVP) and FEEL ) that this coming New Year's Eve, I will be crying again, because I've been so attached to 2009...The last time I cried at the turn over of the outgoing and incoming years was in 1999 ( 10 long years ago ), but it was an aweful, painful feeling...This time, I am crying because I FEEL GOOD about almost everything...And I just wish that the coming year will bring as much if not even better times for me in all aspects of my life... The small circle and chosen friends that I've met and keep, I am positive that no matter what happens, they'll still be there for me and with me...There's no letting go of them... But there's a couple of SPECIAL MEN in my online and offline "lovelife" that I will have to LET-GO eventually...And I am doing it to SET THEM BOTH FREE...One had promised to monitor the progress of my personal life, even if he is not physically around, due to his missions, and private issues. I thank him so much for making me feel LOVED and PURSUED (ahh! not all women get that chance) even though, I could not reciprocate that FEELING, simply because...The "other" is a low profile personality...He's the type of a person who may not be there, but he is there, just the same. Only "he" knows and understands the complexities of what the situations have been...His anonymity matters to me, so let it be...It is a common knowledge that neither of them have "officially" been a part of my romantic life...But I am LETTING GO of both of them...(At least, from the connection that other people have attached to my heart)...It's the BEST thing to do...Whatever happens in the future, it remains to be seen... This coming 2010, I will definitely have a fresh start...A new beginning...and I will not leave it to chance, but I WILL make certain that things will be done the way I would like them to be, unless, they're not according to HIS will... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Just call me ELZ  |
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12/26/2009 9:48 am |
Good morning Elz, I was so happy getting text greetings the morning before Christmas eve and all day Christmas. My cell was in my pocket, and it kept going and alarming coz really busy cooking and basting the ham. Then going out w/ sis to get more food. It was funny coz didn't know for sure if the alarm or text was coming it was every minute. And i was really very happy. Because friends near and far connecting. That is the wonder and feeling really good. Tears of joy i'll join you in 2010. After 10 long years of letting go of past hurts. Just look at the pains i went through! 2009 was a year to reckon with, but truly blessed of having God/family/friends for support. And they are in my prayers every single day. So, Elz wishing you all the very best and much more in 2010!!! God bless YOU, always and be happy!!!   Cheers!!!
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12/26/2009 10:11 am |
Good morning Elz, I was so happy getting text greetings the morning before Christmas eve and all day Christmas. My cell was in my pocket, and it kept going and alarming coz really busy cooking and basting the ham. Then going out w/ sis to get more food. It was funny coz didn't know for sure if the alarm or text was coming it was every minute. And i was really very happy. Because friends near and far connecting. That is the wonder and feeling really good. Tears of joy i'll join you in 2010. After 10 long years of letting go of past hurts. Just look at the pains i went through! 2009 was a year to reckon with, but truly blessed of having God/family/friends for support. And they are in my prayers every single day. So, Elz wishing you all the very best and much more in 2010!!! God bless YOU, always and be happy!!! Cheers!!! Just call me ELZ
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12/26/2009 10:13 am |
Indeed, it is true, that not everyone/everything we LET GO brings us pain...There are times, letting them go gives both parties the peace of mind, thinking that there's this positive closure from all the circumstances that brought two people together... Just call me ELZ
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When I  low my friends et al give me energy.
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12/26/2009 10:17 am |
"Something's attempted, something's gained, but something's lost and has earned a repose`. Let me be a part of that accomplishment."--eb1209 Just call me ELZ
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12/26/2009 10:18 am |
Awww!  ...This is kinda heavy... Just call me ELZ
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12/26/2009 11:02 am |
Pangga`, I'm glad to have you as my newly found friend...Take care, and don't let go! Just call me ELZ
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12/26/2009 11:04 am |
   Just call me ELZ
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12/26/2009 11:05 am |
Did you all notice the inset picture of a SUNRISE?...It's very symbolic of a New Year, a New Beginning of a New Life.... Just call me ELZ
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ELZ...just enjoy a blessed life you got now and later:_ HAPPY NEW YEAR MANNY
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12/26/2009 12:58 pm |
ELZ...just enjoy a blessed life you got now and later:_ HAPPY NEW YEAR MANNY Just call me ELZ
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12/26/2009 4:45 pm |
I-don't Let-go but keep them in my heart forever...HAPPY NEW YEAR ELZ love is the greatest gift of all 
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12/26/2009 5:52 pm |
I-don't Let-go but keep them in my heart forever...HAPPY NEW YEAR ELZ ...I can't keep them here in my heart, Jeanny..I'll have cardiomegaly (enlarged heart)... Just call me ELZ
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12/26/2009 5:59 pm |
Rob, it is easier to let them go in words, indeed, but it'll take time to let them go from my heart and mind...WELCOME BACK and HAPPY NEW YEAR! Just call me ELZ
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elz...one cannot question the existence of feelings...of affection...specially of love...they are there, raw and undeniable...but one can choose not to nurture what is felt...yet no matter what one says, what has been felt will always be more honest that what was chosen...true realities are not built by the mind but by the heart... wishing you all the BEST that you deserve for the coming year! ...and really really hoping that your feelings and choices jibe...
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12/26/2009 6:07 pm |
Jane, I honestly FEEL your earnest desire to see me HAPPY and in LOVE...and YOU, ROXY, JOYCE, and many more worked so hard to play cupids and all...and I truly appreciate that so sincerely...Someday, it will be my turn to be "locked up" in someone's arms, never to LET GO forever...Thank you very much... Just call me ELZ
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12/26/2009 6:13 pm |
Thank you AMS Joyce.....I will never forget your words: " a good man most perfect for you " ...and I know that he is imperfect just like me, but together, we'll work things out...In the meantime, I'll continue to take a break... Just call me ELZ
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12/26/2009 8:57 pm |
elz dahling  it's year end and...we can't help reminiscing the year that had passed...all the good and the bad performances of it  ...we can cry and laugh about them all...but don't have to wallow on them until 2010 strikes ... let's savor the good times and forget the bad ones be flexible...and treat life well as it coming and   with head and legs up high    ...let's face the new year with a big bang...and wishing and praying that all's well that ends well...hep hep hooray!!!goodluck and happy new year to us all!!! !  
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12/27/2009 2:29 am |
elz...one cannot question the existence of feelings...of affection...specially of love... they are there, raw and undeniable...but one can choose not to nurture what is felt...yet no matter what one says, what has been felt will always be more honest that what was chosen...true realities are not built by the mind but by the heart...wishing you all the BEST that you deserve for the coming year! ...and really really hoping that your feelings and choices jibe... Just call me ELZ
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12/27/2009 2:32 am |
elz dahling it's year end and...we can't help reminiscing the year that had passed...all the good and the bad performances of it ...we can cry and laugh about them all...but don't have to wallow on them until 2010 strikes... let's savor the good times and forget the bad ones be flexible...and treat life well as it coming and with head and legs up high ...let's face the new year with a big bang...and wishing and praying that all's well that ends well...hep hep hooray!!!goodluck and happy new year to us all!!! ! ....Happy New Year, my dahlen`! Just call me ELZ
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12/27/2009 2:34 am |
My lovely friend, ROXY...I know, you won't stop monitoring this department of my life...LOVE...and I thank you for all the efforts...there will be changes, there will be news, and the old ones will be kept in my memory chest...I cannot thank you enough for wishing me well... Just call me ELZ
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12/27/2009 2:37 am |
Thankfully, the FEELing wasn't deep enough to cause me too painful of a cut...It hurts, it burns, specially when speaking of two people to let go and with different intensities...and different types. If anything, something(s) beautiful are given up, one "cannot be", and the other "never been, because"... Just call me ELZ
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12/27/2009 2:39 am |
Thank you for your prayers, Joyce...I promise you and the rest of our friends, that I will continue to enjoy life to the fullest...Happy New Year to you and Teban and all your loved ones.. Once again, many thanks for the beautiful Xmas card that you sent..God bless.. Just call me ELZ
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12/27/2009 2:40 am |
No problem, my dear..I understand, the readers get it, I'm sure...Take care! Just call me ELZ
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12/27/2009 7:01 am |
I can relate to the first few sentences. Been blessed more this 2009. Whereas, it was more hardgoing the previous years. I wish you'll have an even more glorious year in 2010 Ate Elz.    within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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