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The other day, I woke up feeling as though I were drowning. There was a heavy weight on my chest. I dreamt I was with my dearest friends, staying together in the same room eating and laughing together. I woke up and after an agonizing second, I realized it was just a dream. A heartfelt wish. I have been avoiding feeling like an orphan. But I never begrudge myself of any feelings I experience. If I feel happy, I embrace and relish the emotion. I celebrate it. When I'm sad, I give my sadness it's moment, and then work on healing myself of it, so that it won't haunt me afterwards. When I get angry, I also allow my anger to pass through expedited stages, so that it won't catch up with me later on. I analyze why I got angry and what is the best thing to do to tackle the source of my anger. I contain that negative emotion, and never deliberately hurt back with my words or actions, because I can never take back anything I say or do in anger. Then I also compartamentalize the adrenaline rush that the anger gave me, for future use. I tap on that energy every time I feel too tired, or even too sad to move. When I am in love, I am very expressive. Life is short, and there might not be any other opportunity to nurture the person, so I always grab the moment and show my feelings. I make sure that the people I care about know they are important to me. And I miss them very much. In a certain cathedral is where I give myself full freedom to think of them, talk about them, with The One who can make up for the geographical distance between us. |
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8/17/2008 9:01 am |
  What a dream.  
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8/17/2008 6:43 pm |
we miss you too, chicklet . 
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8/17/2008 10:16 pm |
we miss you....alam mo ba yun???? musta ka na ba???? ingat always.....be happy!
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8/19/2008 12:15 am |
naroses we always miss you sis  take care always. labshu
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8/22/2008 7:13 am |
vi my love, i miss you....how are you gurl? A healthy friendship changes and grows – i.e. it is dynamic. How do we know if it is alive or not? It must be growing and changing constantly. A healthy friendship will encourage personal growth as well as allow both parties to explore safely with new ideas and experiences.
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9/12/2008 6:15 pm |
You're always in our thoughts . . .
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9/12/2008 6:18 pm |
we miss you too, chicklet .
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