Inside your heaven  

7/8/2005 5:48 am Last Read: 3/5/2006 9:28 pm

Love actually hmm... what is heaven? To me, it's being in a world where the right to choose is freely exercised. Okay, that didn't sound too romantic. Then again, who said anything about me being romantic lately? I said love will have to take a backseat for now. I don't want to complicate my life right now, as it is way too complicated now. ( You don't know how miserable I am , thank you to all my guiding friends who stays for me to hold on to... specially Doods.) Hold on, does love really complicate our lives? people go crazy for love. People are driven wild by love. People do stupid things for love. Well i know one thing, my heaven ain't anything complicated. So does that mean that my idea of heaven doesn't include romantic love? whatever. I'm not gonna ponder on that. song of the moment: bo bice's inside your heaven. I've been down now I'm blessed I felt a revelation comin' 'round I guess its right, it's so amazing everytime I see you I'm alive you're all I've got you lift me up the sun and the moonlight all my dreams are in your eyes and I wanna be inside your heaven take me to the place you cry from when the storm blows you away and I wanna be the earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathin' in A soothin' wind I wanna be inside your heaven When we touch when we love the stars line up, a wrong becomes undone Naturally, my soul surrenders the sun and the moonlight all my dreams are in your eyes and I wanna be inside your heaven take me to the place you cry from when the storm blows you way and I wanna be the earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathin' in A soothin' wind I wanna be inside your heaven When minutes turn to days and years When mountains fall, I'll still be here holdin' you until the day I die and I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from when the storm blows you away I wanna be inside your heaven take me to the place you cry fron when the storm blows you away and I wanna be the earth that holds you every bit of air you're breathin' in a soothin' wind I wanna be inside your heaven

Tierdain 4 posts  7/10/2005 6:22 am

Love complicates our lives beyond anything I have every encountered. We make sacrifices for love, that in hindsight, appear absolutely ridiculous. We become obsessed with it, engulfed, and drugged by it. I have experienced so much pain because of love, but I would never trade it for a life of apathy. Excellent post, May! I like ur thoughts.