Haunted by You
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It's not as what I am expecting of during a date. How can I ever enjoy a date when I'm not focused on someone I am having a date with? I'm always lost and my thoughts are preoccuppied of someone I thought I have finally forgot. I hate fooling myself.. I didn't ever forget. Never had a chance to have a peace of mind, it has always been him for quite sometime now. And is still hurting me. Peter is such an amazing guy, filled with a lot of interesting knowledge and silly notions, but then again, I don't think I appreciate him, It's not him whom I see just when he's right in front of me, it's someone else. It's not his voices that I am hearing when he speaks, it someone else's voice. It's not him whom I think of. It is definitely someone else. Peter can be really responsible, he sweeps me off my feet, he makes me laugh, indeed I love his company, but I couldn't fnd my heart beating fast for him not unlike before when I was with that someone. Somebody Help me, how can I move on when all I think of ... is HIM... him who belongs in the past but existing today. him who never fight with me but I fought hardly enough. him who made me who I am now but gone somewhere. him, I think is more than a soul that is haunting me. I am being haunted by myself, being haunted by the beat of my heart, haunted by my own thoughts. I wanted to forget... I wanted to move on...I want my life differently... but how and when? Tell me. |
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6/1/2005 6:30 pm |
Great To be HAUNTED this way!!! hah hah hah, lol. LOve is AMAZING FEELING we can live without!!! WonderFULL!!!
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6/2/2005 2:06 am |
Thank you Sir Ariel...
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6/2/2005 9:00 am |
PLAGIARIST! Mahiya ka naman.
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6/2/2005 9:02 am |
If you have any decency, please delete the posts you copied from my friend Wanggo's blog. Be original!
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6/2/2005 10:01 am |
You got a pretty amazing way of verbalizing your thoughts. You got great command of words to convey the abstract. Keep them coming! And sorry. I can't help you stop your thoughts from coming to you, haunting you. I am not sure you should stop them altogether in the first place. But I am sure you will find a way to express them here.
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6/2/2005 1:59 pm |
Icasocot, do you have any proof of your allegation that may's a plagiarist? Why can't you just admit that you and your friend can't do her thing?
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6/2/2005 4:11 pm |
Thank you Rob, but a lot of people is been accusing me of plagarizing.. erk... thank's anyway, at least you believe in me...
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6/2/2005 10:27 pm |
Look at you icasocot.... you're so funny!  May, I understand how and what you feel Best Bud.. Yan talaga pag grabe ang tama ng previous one... ohhh ang hirap di ba? Segi lng Best Bud, malalampasan mo rin yan. (hugs*hugs* here)
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6/3/2005 2:10 am |
"Ang punong hitik sa bunga, asahan mong babatuhin para makuha ang bunga." That's what's happening to us. They know for sure that they can't steal away what we have so they're trying to wreck our credibility. But lo, they can't put a good man down even in life or after death. Plagiarism for drunken_angel? I don't think so. If anyone has proof, then show it to be "reliable." Plagiarism for drunken_angel? I don't think so. I talked to her on the phone and I can attest how good she is. What a shame that in order to destroy one's reputation, a "man" should use plagiarism as an excuse. Baloney! Grow up, "man", will you?
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6/3/2005 2:18 am |
Or better still, those critics of ours should create their own blog and let us be the judge this time. Tingnan nga natin kung may ibubuga itong mga nagmamarunong. Don't condemn your fellowmen because only the Fountain Head or our sublime Creator sits that high. Our Prime Mover is the only One Who has the right to judge us, not you, Icasocot and Stiff2, not even me.
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6/3/2005 3:24 am |
Let's get use to it... and who cares...? do we care?
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6/3/2005 3:25 am |
Jen, Don't let this thing get into your nerves, they don;t deserve each of us attention.. we're cool about it.
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6/3/2005 12:00 pm |
Sis... PLAGIARISM ba kamo yaan mo na yun sis...ako nga rin baka maakusahan ako ng plagiarism kasi yung mga magagandang POEMS dito na gandang-ganda ako i-si-send ko sa boyfriend ko...Nyahahahaahahaa!!! Eh sis basta tayong dalawa pakopya ha...lol...lol...lol !!!!!!!
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6/3/2005 12:00 pm |
toinkzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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6/3/2005 1:46 pm |
U HAVE DESCRIBED IN THIS B-LOG THE PERSON THAT I WAS MORE THAN 3 YRS AGO... I WENT TRU THE SAME ORDEAL THAT U ARE GOIN TRU RIGHT NOW... I BROKE UP WITH MY FIANCEE FOR SOME PERSONAL REASONS LAST 2002, A WEEK BEFORE MY ENGAGEMENT... AFTER THAT BREAK-UP, MY LIFE WAS NEVER THE SAME AGAIN ( FOR A LONG WHILE) . . . THIS IS NOT AN EXAGGERATION - - 1) I CRY EVERYDAY AS IN EVERYDAY . . 2) I COULD NOT SLEEP NOT SLEEP - - AND IF I DO, HE WOULD BE LAST I THOUGHT ABOUT . . . 3) AND IF WOKE UP, HE IS THE FIRST THING I THINK ABOUT... 4) FRIENDS WERE THERE TO CHEER ME UP - - I WENT TO CROWDED PLACES TO UNWIND BUT I FELT MORE UNHAPPY SEEING THOSE HAPPY PEOPLE.. 5) WHEN I HEAR THE SONG "BROKEN BOW" BELIEVE ME - - I CRY SO HARD NO MATTER WHERE I WAS... 6) I HAVE SHUT MY DOOR AND WANTED JUST TO BE WITH HIM 7) EVERYWHERE I WENT TO , WHOEVER WAS WITH ME - - HE WAS THE ONLY ONE IN MY MIND.... IN SHORT SIS, I WAS SUFFERIN THE NTH DEGREE.. THE PAIN WAS TOO MUCH... I THOUGHT I COULD NOT RECOVER ANYMORE.. BUT I DID - - FIRST, I PRAYED SO HARD FOR GOD TO ENLIGHTEN ME.. I ASKED FOR THE WISDOM TO UNDERSTAND AND THE STRENGTH TO ACCEPT THE THINGS THAT I CANT HAVE... SECOND, I LOOK AT THE REALITY . . IS THERE ANY CHANCE FOR ME FOR A SECOND ONE??? I LOOK AROUND ME... PEOPLE ARE GOIN ON WITH THEIR LIVES BUT HERE I WAS , A SAD CASE.. AND HE WAS THERE , GOIN ON WITH HIS LIFE... THIRD, THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WERE GOIN TRU ALOT WORST PROBLEMS THAN WHAT I WAS GOIN TRU.. LASTLY, I AM STILL YOUNG . . AS LONG AS THERE IS LIFE, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE LOVE... PRAYERS AND DETERMINATION MADE ME GO TRU IT ALL... I MADE IT.... AND I AM SURE YOU WILL... REACH OUT TO GOD... HE WILL CARRY U.... AISHA WAS GOIN TRU - -
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6/3/2005 3:54 pm |
And Ms. Sallie, thank you so much for believing in me and I suggest we should ignore them.. kung sino ang pumatol sa sira ulo, mas sira ulo pa... we don't wanna be like that...
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6/3/2005 5:00 pm |
Maraisha I'm glad you moved on, you made it to the top and your'e so blessed.. I am have been jeopardize by my own, I am not yet moving on, I tried hard, I know I did, I know how I exerted an effort to it, but I am not enough for myself, I am not that strong yet,, I am not ready to let go yet, I am not ready to forget, and lastly, I am not yet ready to find someone else... call me naive, but that's how it is..I am suffering, I thought I can make it .. I should always remember there are millions of fishes in the ocean... and but I've wanted that huge and beautiful fish I once hooked to my fishing rod but that fish didn't wanted to be caught and slipped away from my hands...my small hands that is not enough to a huge fish... and I know It's over and all I have to do is , wait for the time (even if time is the worst healer) to heal it... to pass by fast or worst slow... but at least.. IT WOULD ALWAYS REMAIN MOVING. You can't stop it, then, just let it...
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6/3/2005 5:27 pm |
Serenity101 Di naman siguro, poems lang naman yun eh, but at least you should ask permission from that person who wrote it... malas mo lang pag sa mga taong walang magawa ka lang mapatapat ang maging issue yan..
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6/3/2005 8:25 pm |
obviously, you haven't read the links. if you want to be informed, get two sides of the story. your writing is inconsistent althroughout your blog. your voice is the voice of so many other people--people whose ideas you have filched. how would you feel if someone else put your material on their blog? not that i know of anyone wonky enough in the head to do that, but you get what i mean. attribute original material to their authors. if you borrow, you give credit back. you're no angel, may. not drunk nor sober.
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6/6/2005 6:37 am |
sis, i could feel ur pain fr ur post to me.. i guess we are all different... i am strong and i went tru so many storms and emerged triumphant . . i guess on ur part . . u still have that hope to have another chance .. you still hold on to him, the love u have for him and the memories as well... this is not bad... this does not u make weak... i believe time would come that u will realize that movin on is the best thing to do... as for now, prayers and good friends will help you... u will emerge happy and triumphant one day.... believe me.. take care sis.. God bless u always.. aisha
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