5/15/2005 2:50 am
Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:28 pm
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I may be a woman roaring my heart out in attempt to scare the world with my wits and positive demeanor. But there are those moments, like right now, when I am oblivious to my audience. I care not what is expected of me. I abhor the world’s demand of me to assume this painstaking responsibility. Thoughts I’ve been avoiding find a way to seep through my consciousness. And the burden gets heavier and heavier.
So I park my smile. For now. And I cease from standing tall. The jovial spirit takes a back seat. And I allow myself to be weak. To curse at the world. To swim in my tears. To declare my life as .d.a.m.n.e.d... To scream without constraint. To battle with myself. To embrace despair and enter the dark, cold recess of my head. - Hope you understand....
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