5/11/2005 4:53 am
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3/5/2006 9:28 pm
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I don't know why, but I think my life's is like a complicated maze... if I don't get to the right exit, I have to go back and start all over again... and true enough, I'm back to where I started. some things happened that changed my life in an instant. I found myself back to where I was months ago. I thought I was on the right track. but apparently, I wasn't able to handle the irony. The wrong move was not to have a back up plan. now, It's too late... I have to start all over again.
My mind's messed up right now. Things didn't go the way I wanted them to. I feel like I have no one to talk to, I feel so alone. after a close friend told me he needed space, I had no choice but to go back to my best buddies, who I know that will always be there. I told them everything. what happened to me, my friend, the people i used to hang out with a lot. they're somewhere behind the shadows, they're still there, but i just won't be able to see them for now. i feel so depressed.
it's a good thing i never lose hope. something tells me that again, for the 9th time, i'll be able to stand up and move on.
this is enough. don't want to elaborate. I just have to stop and analyze everything before it's too late
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