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drunken_angel 38F
455 posts
5/9/2005 1:59 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:28 pm

Another night at Starbucks

Just trying to figure out what's been happening in my life these past couple of weeks. I've fallen too deeply. and fallen so hard. now I don't know if I can ever get up. and get out.

one... two... no, 4 Cup of mocha latte in one sitting. not even enough to clear my clouded mind. and heart. even the sky is one with my sorrow. nimbuses racing above. there's light rain like tears silently rolling down my eyes... only there's no physical trace.

there's no spark in this heart. no stars in the sky.

I used to be alone, but never lonely. now i'm both...


mangoplanter

5/9/2005 8:57 am

the heart has its reasons that reason knows nothing of


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
5/9/2005 3:55 pm

WY001 ---

may, here's a nudge to help you get up and out.... whatever your mood, i really do love your words.... your two posts today are really unique in showing your mood, intelligence, emotions, how you are trying to get elsewhere.... i know what you mean when you look to see if there are any stars in the mood you are in.... here's nudging you again to tell you that the stars will come out whether later in the night or tomorrow or another night soon....

r

--------> eeeiii, thank you so much... I am so touched with all you people here.. Don't worry, sometimes I do spend time alone... it's the time to think of about the future ahead.. and what's going on... and you... are the reason of why I am smiling now... thanks... nudging you too.... (hugs)

oeace out!


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
5/9/2005 3:58 pm

eastbaypete----- Well Angel, try the Chantico when it is avail at ur starbucks. Pure liquid choc..soul food! Keep in mind, the storm clouds wil blow over soon enough, u just have to hang on. I wish u luck angel.

----> I will try that... i'll take it from your advice... sure I need some more relaxing drinks... and... I wish everything will be fine... sooner than I expecting it... who knows?


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
5/9/2005 4:06 pm

cheftuna-
Drunken Angel,
Sounds like you got the the dreaded PALLCAWS...Post,Alienated,Love loss, Caffeine, Withdrawal,Syndrone. And Starbucks is no big help at all, In fact they are the leading contributor for this young adult disease.What you need is a mustache....a milk mustache drink milk and your sorrows will be gone...You will sleep better also..Drink milk it does your body good...Your favorite milkman

---> Yes indeed it is a PALLCAWS sweetie... I don't know but I TEND TO MOVE ON SOME SORT OF WRONG WAY.... I am in a karmic effect at this point of my life.... aarrrrggghhh.. I had milk for almost 3 years and a half when I was a baby... I am used to the taste.. ahahhaa.... but yes, I should not stop drinking milk..
thanks...

peace out!


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
5/9/2005 4:16 pm

flipman11435 ---

try the frappacino...that might help..lol..hmm..

well its ok to be alone..if you can learn to be alone..you can get to know yourself...unless you are dependent to always have people around you..just a thought..anyways, go back to green tea!!..stop the latte!!..lol ..its more relaxing..

--> I have had Mocha Frap before I had the latte...I was been indulging myself over those cups of whatever....and making Starbucks more rich..

yes Fip... it is always good to be alone... but not lonely please...
I need a hug.. a comfort... a sense og being treated nicely and specially...

green tea.. green tea is best taken at home... and that's whatI do....

peace out!


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
5/9/2005 4:17 pm

mangoplanter- the heart has its reasons that reason knows nothing of

---

But one can have the reason when the reason is valid enough to know of...

peace out!


sproket2 44M
73 posts
5/9/2005 4:27 pm

That's deep drunkin'beautiful sorrow i must say.you have such a way with words,you make a sad and ugly thing such as a womans pain seem beautiful.


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
5/10/2005 5:00 pm

Everybody hated me for being way to deep with my words... aint that bad thing?

peace out!