Why is it so hard for me to forgive?
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2/5/2006 5:02 amLast Read: |
Why is it so hard for me to forgive? Its when I don't know what I did wrong to deserve that kind of treatment from other people. Its when I know I have a point but I still end up misunderstood, or worse, not being heard at all. Its when I treated them so uberly nice that I went overboard just to please them and what I do get in return is not something I never wanted to expect from them. Its when someone betrays my trust. I could easily trust people judging with what my instinct tells me and how well I get along with them, once gone, its pretty hard to hard to restore it. Its when someone came along to save me from the misery I shoved myself into, made me realize that I shouldnt be punishing myself for other people and being too unselfish is way too bad, esp. for me. He changed me. Or atleast he was my catalyst. How I wish he'd stay. Not just enough time for payback--enough time for me love him for all he's worth. Too much to ask and way too much to wish but I know, somehow, in some other ways, he feels the same. Please. Stay. With me. |
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2/6/2006 9:21 am |
breach of trust is indeed very tough to restore,if at all possible. praying that this "someone" would stay with you too. and congratulations for your moderatorship, May! more power and God bless! vi
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2/6/2006 8:10 pm |
^ THANK YOU V.. the only person I know who is real..
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2/7/2006 3:55 am |
May just bumped into your Moderatorship through Jen. Wishing you the best there! Real as I know from my bills,lol. As a person,flawed,feeling pain & joy,I am wishing my friend the best life has to offer and the hope you will find someone to stay,even if I have to Superglue their shoes! Heh. Chin Up. ^_*
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2/7/2006 9:39 pm |
^ THANK YOU V.. the only person I know who is real..
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2/8/2006 7:08 pm |
oH SURE... I would love to tell you the true story.. but i have closed the issue with me and her. But ill take sometime to drop you a personal email
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2/19/2006 7:46 am |
^ THANK YOU V.. the only person I know who is real.. 
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