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Compilation of thoughts, feelings, emotions and.. NO MORE! As a new beginning, I started working on some plans I made out myself. Of what to do for the next 8months. I'm glad I was able to visualize my future on my own albeit the feeling of sadness still exist. I know I wanted to go back to school and expect to graduate on October this year. I left home with a smile and contentment today, with a nice vision of what my life will be in next few months. I am pretty excited to get my feet on the entrance of my old "all for girls" college. I know right then that I am making the right decision because this one, is one of my choices, I could choose to hope... ( I am still hoping though but not much hope ) to wait.. to give him a chance... to get him back in my life and continue what we have started but I knew then that I will be a loser if I still continue to wait for nothing. ( like I said, there's still some hopes )... Much to my disappoinments, I couldn't go back to last year just to drop all of my subjects, so I decided to go back to another 'old school' I've been at for my other course, as expected, I will still be an "Octoberian". I was finally accepted and 'ENROLLED" .. "classes will begin June!" haayyy... ( excited ) I can imagine, from June to October, 5 months to study well and smartly but too hard, as my old rules indicates "Play easy yet smart" , "No cheating, only guessing" ( lol ) .... 5 months is not too long to wait for, after that. I am at last a bonafide "graduate" and then that will be the time I'll begin another few plans I made out for the whole year. I went to Weinstein Piano and Music Lesson, I am musically inclined but not fond of any musical instruments, so, why not try to befriend with musical instruments? I enrolled myself to a one whole month Piano Lesson, they have a lot to offer; Piano lesson, Guitar, Voice, Drums, etc etc... why I chose Piano? I have been amuzed by some friends who are fond of tapping piano and come out with a nice learned pieces such as : "Frankie J's Dont wanna try, oh.. hear the piano playin? it's great!... plus, Maybe Alicia Keys can be one of my inspiration to such choice." I also enrolled myself for a great summer "must learn" Swimming. I will begin joining the gang next week... ahh... 'conquer your fear, Face the music, learn and grow' a must quote for someone who almost loses the confident and pride to herself. I indeed enjoyed the new quote. But... The pain never goes easily as least expected, the thoughts is still here, the feelings is still the same ( I'm afraid it may still grow ) , The heart is still beating fast as I have felt even before, and I know it, I know I still loves so much that I can still forgive and choose to fight. Nah... not this time, not for now. I have no way to do so, I wasn't given a hint of what to do. Meaning, I am walking still in a complete awe, darkness, and no exact pathways to follow.. I am just making my own road to walk unto. and tonight... as I browse the MP3 playing on from my most beloved MP3 Player, these lines from certains songs is making it way down my spine through my veins, passing my head, making my nerve wreck, exxagerating my thoughts, soring my throat, and next to it... TEARS... Nonstop tears... These lines/lyrics are all dedicated to T.W. 1. Before I let you go - Freestyle I can still remember yesterday We were so in love in a special way And knowing that you loved me Made me feel oh so right But now I feel lost, don't know what to do Each and every day I think of you Holdin' back the tears, I'm trying with all my might Because you've gone and left me standing All alone And I know I've got to face tomorrow On my own.... But baby.... Before I let you go I want to say I love you I hope that you're listenin' 'Coz it'strue,baby You'll be forever in my heart And I know that no one else will do, yeah So before I let you go I want to say it..... I love you ---> Darn, I know it. This will be a perfect song for me and the way I feel now.. the situation.. and the word itself defines me.. it goes again .. Letting love go is never easy But I love you so That's why I set you free And I know Someday Somehow I'll find a way To leave it all behind me Guess it wasn't meant to be But baby......... So before I let you go I want to say....... I love you . 2. Cant cry hard enough - "And now that you’re gone I can’t cry hard enough No, I can’t cry hard enough For you to hear me now" ---> But hey... I ain't gonna cry harder, it's wallowing myself in the deep ocean like I can't breath anymore. 3. Everyday- Agot Isidro (local vocal- OPM) "Everyday I'll always love you Everyday I'm always thinking of you Everyday's another lonely day without you Everyday you'll here beside me Everyday I'm always dreaming of you Everyday I will be right here waiting for you Everyday hoo hoo hoo hoo" ---> True enough.. that's what I feel for you... 4. I love you Goodbye - Celine Dion "Wish I could be the one The one who could give you love The kind of love you really need Wish I could say to you That I'll always stay with you" ----> did you get that?? good... 5. If love is Blind - Tiffany Maybe I am just a fool for you Maybe you’re no angel too But all that talk is cheap When I’m alone with you If love is blind I’ll find my way with you Cause I can’t see myself Not in love with you If love is blind I’ll find my way with you 6. Nobody - Keith Sweat I want to tease you I want to please you I want to show you baby That I need you I want your body 'Till the very last drop I want you to holler When you want me to stop 7. Tattoed on my mind - Dsound And I can't get you out of my dreams Now I know that you're the dangerous kind and your smile is tattooed on my mind And I can't get you out of my dreams 8. Crave - Marc Dorsey I crave your touch I crave your lips I miss so much The excitement of your kiss And since your gone my heart wont behave It's your love that I still crave 9. Still - Brian McKnight If you love me look into my eyes and say you do I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you baby all that we've been through Boy, im still in love with you and I want you to know I do, I do Maynila -to be continued- 
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4/21/2005 3:46 pm |
everyday by agot isidro is my favorite song  ty for visiting my blog,take care
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Hey Flip my man... sup? no prob, I'd love to visit always and see your new blogs.... and yep.. thank you for wish me luck... I iwll do my best and update you guys out there... TC peace out!
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Hi there myonlyhope4! Agot Isidro's Everyday is a good song for someone who you loves so much.. try .. it might work.. do you have someone special right now? ahhh.... keep it up girl... Ty also... peace out!
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4/22/2005 11:41 am |
Can't Cry hard Enough used to be my song when I was still back home. But my all-time favorite is UNCHAINED MELODY by the Righteous Brothers. I'd like to invite you to join "Express Yourself," one of the two groups I created in January. See you around and take care.
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Hey Sallie! sup????? Oh.. Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers? is that just the same as Unchained Melody of Air Supply? I like Air Supply's songs... Express yourself groups? ok.. join ako dyan.. pa'no ba? ano ba yun? peace out! and thank you...
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