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twent47blue
(Marion )
56F
942 posts
9/10/2006 1:55 pm

Last Read:
1/19/2009 1:33 pm

When There Was Me And You

I thought that you will be the one to bring me out of my misery; that you would be the one to help me get through the pain. But how come you're on the other side now, looking in? Are you like the rest? Will you hurt me as bad as they did or yet even worse?

I need some healing, time to let go of the unwritten past. But, I felt myself being dragged down to my knees,stripped bare, raw and naked for all eyes to see. Weeping and crying all tears in vain. Would I ever go back to a world that is sane?

Am tired, oh, so tired. My body is aching, my soul is searching yet, lie still goes on without me. Am just one of those insignificant people who walked the earth, walking aimlessly, staring at nothing, mouth agape, no words uttered on my lips.

So where do I go? What do I do? I am completely lost without you. You...who had always been my direction, you...who had always been my goal...you...who had always been my dream. But, how come am left behind? Forgotten, taken for granted, unwanted, unloved....

Will you ever reach out to me and tell me it's gonna be alright? Will you hold me and assure me that everything is back in it's place? That you will be here beside me once again?

Before there was me and you, it feels so right to be here with you, that I have a purpose, that I got someone watching my back, and I got someone to look forward to...but now, am alone now, everything was in the past now, when there was me and you, everything has meaning, now, I just go on my own way. Making the most of it, trying to get through the day. What had happened was the past, it was over and done with, so is me and you.



twent47blue
(Marion )
56F

9/12/2006 6:30 pm

    Quoting jade6:
    shhhhhhh.....quiet ka jan. yeah she's pretty. kaya lang kikay daw sabi ni..................... hmmmmmm not good enough?....
ok, okay.hehehe...wehehehe!


jade6 49F

9/11/2006 4:10 pm

shhhhhhh.....quiet ka jan. yeah she's pretty. kaya lang kikay daw sabi ni..................... hmmmmmm not good enough?....

jenny


twent47blue
(Marion )
56F

9/10/2006 11:39 pm

    Quoting jade6:
    all i can say is, move on friend. how many times do i need to tell you START SEARCHING..............i've got a friend which you might be interested. hehehehe....... she's lonely too like you. lolz..........
Really? Wink, wink, wink. Is she as pretty and charming as you?wehehehe!


twent47blue
(Marion )
56F

9/10/2006 11:38 pm

    Quoting eb1209:
    Marion, my sweet friend:

    My heart is aching when I see you or read things from you like this...There is just too much there for you to take, and trust me, you'll pull this one through...You'll get back to where you were years back...You may be wounded and scathed, but your spirit will remain solid and tough...Life will give you blow after blows of trials and tribulations, but you will come out the winner of this all...

    I am meaning to call you, but I always hold back thinking that you may not like the idea...But my silence doesn't mean that I am not thinking of you and not empathizing on your situation..Girl, you are a very strong woman and I really admire your courage and sharing your emotions with us via this venue...I know that somehow, when you express your thoughts and feelings here, you are a bit relieved that our members and friends here are supportive of you...Just to reassure you that we are all here for you, and we are wishing you well...

    I love you friend! You can do it!

    WE WILL BE ABLE TO SURVIVE ALL THE BLOWS..

    ELSA
Elsa,

Thank you for being there, my dear, dear friend. Thank you so much!


jade6 49F

9/10/2006 6:23 pm

all i can say is, move on friend. how many times do i need to tell you START SEARCHING..............i've got a friend which you might be interested. hehehehe....... she's lonely too like you. lolz..........

jenny


eb1209

9/10/2006 4:27 pm

Marion, my sweet friend:

My heart is aching when I see you or read things from you like this...There is just too much there for you to take, and trust me, you'll pull this one through...You'll get back to where you were years back...You may be wounded and scathed, but your spirit will remain solid and tough...Life will give you blow after blows of trials and tribulations, but you will come out the winner of this all...

I am meaning to call you, but I always hold back thinking that you may not like the idea...But my silence doesn't mean that I am not thinking of you and not empathizing on your situation..Girl, you are a very strong woman and I really admire your courage and sharing your emotions with us via this venue...I know that somehow, when you express your thoughts and feelings here, you are a bit relieved that our members and friends here are supportive of you...Just to reassure you that we are all here for you, and we are wishing you well...

I love you friend! You can do it!

WE WILL BE ABLE TO SURVIVE ALL THE BLOWS..

ELSA

Just call me ELZ


runlykhelle
(Michelle )
56F
33 posts
9/10/2006 2:55 pm

Wow....don't know what to say. Too much emotions here.